Well, friends and acquaintances, another thing I realize is if I want to find peace and purpose in my life, it is time to go back to the very beginning of my way of thinking. Yes, life and all its diversions, snares, and seductions have led me so far astray that it is no wonder I wrestle with so many thoughts. Sciences were and are my latent love. I can think, imagine, and invent with my mind.
I am a physicist at heart, and I will begin by reviewing the latest discoveries and questions. The James Webb space telescope has funneled an immense amount of new data, prompted new challenges, and teased us with numerous possibilities. I shall begin with a review of cosmology and see where it leads me.
Since I no longer need to earn a living and I am beyond the time to start and raise a family, the only things I must master are caregiving for my wife with cognizant issues and keeping abreast of my healthcare.
I know this is not a forum for academic discourse, so that I will keep it at bay. However, I am fully aware that no one lives in a vacuum, so a few lines here and there may stimulate someone's interest.
Did I type vacuum? This house needs good vacuuming and dusting. LOL