There are TWO people in the world that I have ever known in this capacity.. I dedicate this song to BOTH of them.. Michael Gronas who died of a heart attack HE predicted to his girlfriend would happen.. He was 13? Was going to South Junior High School in Lima,.Ohio.. The year was 1981? (I believe..) Died after gym class of a heart attack.. Doubled over into his locker after class, and never got up.. He was a volunteer EMY, and the ones that responded, had worked with him for over a year and did EVERYTHING in their power to save him..
The second, I posted a poem I not only wrote for, but was fortunate enough to READ to, a month before He passed, My Dad.. The Man that taught Me to be a Warrior, the DOM, and the person I have become from His teachings.. He passed the day before His 71st birthday, almost 5 years ago today, and I miss that man every single day that passes..
I can only IMAGINE the world I would be living in today if BOTH were alive and there for Me to consult, or to advise Me through the more consequential and intimate decisions in My life.. But, also have to admit at least ONE of their prejudices.. I told My Dad about Natalie, My sub/little HE proceeded to tell e how badly I was ruining My life because someone so young (at the time, she was 21) could NEVER have a deep. lasting and mature relationship.. Six months later, Me and Natalie spent a weekend at His Home.. Sunday, our last day, we woke up and I decided to go out for breakfast.. When we loaded into the car, He turned to Natalie and told her flat out.. 'I was wrong.. When he told me about you, I told him he was wasting his time, and his life, hun.. But YOU are the best thing that has ever happened for him, and I am sorry for doubting you..' I will NEVER forget these words.. They mean even MORE than the handful of times He ever told Me how proud He was of Me..
But anyway.. feeler justification aside.. This song I dedicate to these two..