I am not aware of what I have done to deserve the life I have been given. I am not entirely sure that I DESERVE aforementioned life.. But here I am, living with two gorgeous women, BOTH of whom are completely devoted to ME, AND to each other as well.. No. Unlike the books and/or movies you might read or watch, it's NOT all rainbows and FlitterFlies.. (HA!) I never know what might happen from one minute to the next.. I might say something that gets lost in translation, I might HEAR something that got lost as well.. Nobody knows when or IF this might happen regardless of the Family member saying it. This is part of Life. I sometimes have to remind Myself, and Flitter as well, she has only been living here for 2 and a half weeks now.. To fit in as well as she does after such a short time boggles My mind.. Especially with all things considered.. *I* do not have the greatest upbringing. But it does not keep Me from being the Person, Warrior, Man AND Dom, I was raised and hand groomed to be.
Every day now, with Flitter finally finding her Forever Home is a blessing, even at the worst of times, which DO still happen through no fault on anyone's part. But even in the worst of moments, when tempers flare and W/we do not want anything to do with E/each other, but something happens to one or the other of U/us and W/we are there for whomever the incident happened to.. Regardless of emotions or feelings, W/we ARE a Family, E/each there for those in the Dynamic. For better for worse in sickness and in health.. For richer for poorer, til Death, do U/us part.. They're BOTH Mine, and I won't complain.. (Overly much, anyway, considering I wake to choose this life..) Nothing will EVER change this choice..
Dom
