Today, I'm riding high.
We got some AMAZING news!
The life changing kind.
The kind that lifts weight off your shoulders.
It was a great reminder of how blessed I am.
A few years ago, I was struggling when something ended that I didn't want to. But life goes on, right?
To try and stay hopefully, I started to write on the inside of my wrist, "Faith over Fear." It was my daily reminder to have faith even when the uncertainty is scary. I was even debating getting it tattooed there, but I always joke that I will have the sexiest dot as my tat. Then, I'll nope out as my nerves are close to the surface. lol
Eventually, I stopped doing it as I found my brave.
The beginning of this year, I shifted my thinking.
I did something HUGE for me.
I LET GO of CONTROL.
The thing I held on so tightly to for years. The thing that kept me safe when my world turned upside down. The place where my walls were so high, nothing could get in. The thing that ensured, no one could hurt me again. I was in control of everything, so nothing could happen.
Letting go was scary.
Some days, I still have to remind myself... to Trust the Process.
It's not always easy for me, and I'm sure it will be an on-going journey.
Since I changed my thought process, I have become less stressed, and the blessings have been abundant in my life. It hasn't been easy, but it is sure paying off.
I'm excited to see what the future holds. I no longer fear the uncertainty. I faced down fear, and I won!
So, today I remind myself, to do the scary thing, Trust the Process, and have Faith over Fear!