Please only read with your salt handy. (I get a bit deep sometimes lol)
I know what its like to be young and nieve.
I know what its like to beleive that everone knows something you dont.
I know what its like to be alone around narsasists reading you shaking you manipulating you.
I know what its like to not understand them but continusly read them, learning slowly understanding.
I know what its like to have them peirce your thoughts and feelings with very loud yelling and aggressive words
I know what its like for someone to try day after day to corrupt you with into being as they are.
I know what its like to see them intimidate asking question not knowing the difference between diplomate and intimidated pray.
I know what its like to understand their pain, in their lonely box of lies.
I know what its like to fear them and to trust them at the same time
I know what its like to be led to nowhere, to a dead end of confrontation and broken promises.
I know what its like to lie to appease them, to hold my heart back in fear.
I know what its like for them to try and teach you that your better than others, that others are underneith you.
I know what its like to have them disregard valid advice from great successfull people.
I know what its like to watch a narcissist try to be better only to fail sinking deeper into anger.
I know what its like to watch them crash and burn, knowing all the lies came out at the end.
I know what its like to watch a narcissists loose all his power and look like a compleate fool.
I know what is like to look in their eyes and see pain, arrogance, and aggression.
I know what its like to feel sorry for them.
I know what its like to open my heart to them only to be violated and lied to over and over.
I know what its like to trust, and become sick to the stomach from lies.
I know what its like to cry, to smile, to feel pain and to not live in fear.
I know how to say thank you very much but I will never be like you. I will never heed your lessons because you are emotionally weak and destructive with yourself and others.
I know what its like to be vulnerable in the carnage of life
I know what its like to care for people and narcassistic people alike.
I know how to love the beauty that is everywere.
I know how to leave that lonely dark box of lies and forgive what is unforgettable.
I know how to be awesome in the face of utter failure.
I know how to care!