I love My Mistress! I feel I could always become better for her. I wait and feel tempted though I see her and her big beautiful eyes looking down into me before her. I love to wait and save up every last drop of cum just for my Miss. After all she is the only one who could drain these balls full to the brim from clear across the country. Plus I can't and won't ever cum without My Miss. She deserves all of what is hers. I want my Miss to be happy and satisfied with my performance. With her cock and her boy doing what she likes boys to do for her.
I also really want her to feel loved and that I'm always here. It's just that sometimes I get carried away doing things offline, or frustrated with offline life in general since at times it feels very uncertain. I always like to think I will make things up to her ten fold or more if I can.
She is the Miss I needed so many lonely nights. She is so brave and beautiful that I feel safe knowing my body and mind are in her possession. I dont have to push or fake with her or feel uncomfortable, or shy and nervous like with other women cuz they are subs like me. I Just let go and let her have my submission. A part of me I haven't ever been able to trust with anyone else. So if I may blush a bit, My Domme has taken My sub virginity and I love that so Much, I'm so glad.
I'm a cluts, I forget packages, stay up late, life always up in the air, I'm moody, and emotional , but my Miss always taps me back into my place where I belong. I can't wait to wear her gifts and to meet her in person. Maybe I'm silly but I can't wait for her to tie me up and show me who my balls really belong to.
My Mistresses hugs, kisses, and love for me and my body have made me a better person and showed me that I've been a sub all my life. It's just with her I dont have to be ashamed to lay down and be the bottom that I am. It sends shivers and tingles through my body and I just want to dance naked. Smiles and blushes.
Love You Miss Radi!!!
