From this person's perspective:
It's...
Really wanting to speak up and add to the conversation but realising the energy to do so is nonexistent.
Saying everything in headspace with enthusiasm and not being able to articulate the same vocally.
Resting bitch face or Resting confused bitch face.
Wanting to enjoy physical touch without initiating it to be able to receive it in return.
Eternal exhaustion mentally and physically.
Existing as an Overwhelmed Empath 24/7. Having abilities is a curse and a blessing.
The strong desire to be in a relationship yet one hundred million percent desiring to also be left the fuck alone.
Attempting to write more but every thought quickly becomes another before getting it out... The classic "What was I about to: Say, do, type, call, cook, everything"
Knowing there's work to be done, deadlines to meet BUT paralysis sets in.
A social battery that can only charge up to 26% even when plugged in. Faulty equipment. No refund.
Loud noises ruining the atmosphere and mood.
Utter irritation and the will to burn it all down when something is out of place, new and/or unnecessary, boring, slow, unprepared, too easy, not what was ordered, a waste of money, too bright, around for too long...
Remembering to clear clutter or to complete a task only when it's irritated the fuck out of you after seeing it again because it's been forgotten one zillion times...
