The loss hurts like a knife
What should have been is gone
A void feeling of life
Darkness without dawn
The oppression seems strong
A weight on every thing
Everything going wrong
At the alter holding the ring
I can't understand why
Can't see what I did
Such sorrow to make me cry
Such shame that I hid
A loud slamming door
A knife to the heart
Leaving questions galore
Leading back to the start
As I wander alone
I walk in the dark
Heart heavy as stone
In a beautiful park
What starts with denial
Then turns into rage
What lasts a while
An animal in a cage
Always ready to fight
Always ready to run
Lost is the sight
Lost is all fun
Getting up off the floor
Trying to pick up the pieces
All is such a chore
And the toll never ceases
To run away now
To give up and give in
Yet I don't know how
To not let him win
Do not join me here
Don't get stuck in the grip
Feelings that I fear
From a far gone trip
- Kagrenac