daily life apart from bdsm

well instead of waiting to leave in October I am leaving next week 

my son is so excited 

getting away from fake friends 

well I was staying with someone who I though who was a friend but all she did was talk behind my back 

I hate when people do that some people are fake on the surface and underneath

I am now someone that I can definitely trust 

my son and I are safe 

I am definitely proud to be going through and still pushing through and have not had a break down 

I can't wait until we can move  

well that relationship worked out for a couple months until my girlfriends mom wanted me out 

I got kicked out with my son 

I called my only other friend in Syracuse and asked if I could stay until the end of October 

trying to figure out what I am going to do 

waiting for the school to set up the bus for my son 

i am trying to figure out what I am going to do 

tried to talk to my family but got nowhere with that 

so I am trying to start all over again 

but it is what it is 

I am taking it day by day 

just trying to make sure my son is safe and sound 

when I left that house I could only take half of my stuff 

so tomorrow calling for a police escort to get the rest of my stuff 

i'm hoping I will be able to get my own place or move closer to my mom 

but we will see what happens 

hoping my life gets a little better 

I have had moved to Syracuse instead of moving to New Hampshire I am staying here for one more year 

my son is starting school and he is excited 

finally found a relationship that I love being in with a girlfriend and a daddy 

I am going to be going back to school hopefully soon 

I got my hair cut and buzzed and up in Syracuse for the moment waiting to hear for a couple people so I can leave 

my son is having a fun time

I am relaxing and keeping calm 

31 days until I move I am excited and nervous to be traveling with my son this is the very first time traveling with him 

he is so excited to see grandma and grumpy 

the first week I am there is going to be a very busy week I have to get a p.o box then fill out housing applications and look for jobs and fill out paperwork to continue my GED then joing the rock climbing gym and maybe sign up for boxing classes get health insurance the get ourselves a new doctor 

I have a month and 23 day that I have left to leave and I am so excited and definitely have a lot planned when I get down there  the first thing I am going to do is sign up for GED class and also sign up for cert basic training class and until help arrives training 

I want to do as many classes that I can do before starting college classes 

i'm also hoping to get everything I want to do now that I don't have to relay on anyone 

at the end of the month I am leaving my sisters house and going to stay at a friends house for a month until I leave in June 

I also have figured out what I want to do for a college class but first get my GED 

I want to do computer forensics 

I also am going to be doing gun training and hopefully after the basics gun classes a sharp shooter class 

I am so excited and super happy 

my son is also is also happy excited 

I am finally getting back to one of my fav hobbies doing different braids and it is so relaxing me and I love it 

I can't wait to have more time doing braids and learning more style braids 

I love doing my hair different styles and I like doing other peoples hair 

I also want to cook more freely but have to wait until I move but rn I am happy

2 months and 2 days to go until I move I am so excited and ready to move 

all that is left to get is a pocket knife and pepper spray but have to wait until I get the pepper spray until I am down where I am going 

just waiting until June 14 to pack the rest of our stuff 

I am relaxing a lot more now 

I can't wait to explore my new surroundings