Under The Whip

What I encounter on a daily basis with my poly triad relationship.

Nasty glances.
friends and family going no contact.
people thinking that just because I am dating two people means I want to date them as well.
Work professionals like nurses,, doctors etc. Making weird seemingly joking banter about joining our relationship.
Random strangers coming up and saying gross things like we are brave to be out in public.
Hateful comments ranging from we are sinners,, to we should just unalive ourselves.
That we are cheaters.
How dare I date two people when others out there are struggling as single people.
The list goes on, and on.

In an increasingly interconnected world, love takes many forms. Yet poly relationships often face scrutiny that other types of relationships do not. As someone who embraces this lifestyle I’ve experienced firsthand the judgment and misunderstanding that can come from society. Being in love with two people shouldn’t warrant raised eyebrows or disdain. Instead it should be celebrated as just another expression of human connection.

The concept of polyamory engaging in multiple consensual romantic relationships has been around for ages, yet many still struggle to grasp it. Society often relegates romantic relationships to a binary framework of monogamy, which can stigmatize those who venture beyond it. I've experienced the discomfort of being judged simply for my choices in love more times than I can count. The sideways glances, the hurtful comments, and the outright dismissal of my feelings can be exhausting.

Mostly from close friends and family.

What’s perplexing is how these reactions often stem from a lack of understanding rather than genuine concerns. People may view polyamory through a lens clouded by traditional values. For them the idea of loving more than one person at a time seems inherently flawed, threatening, or even morally suspect. This misunderstanding can lead to a range of negative experiences, from social isolation like being blacklisted from friend groups to personal attacks that leave a lasting emotional impact.

The hypocrisy in our society is astounding.

It’s disheartening to see how many people go no contact simply because they cannot accept my lifestyle. One would think that love in all its forms would be universally recognized and respected. Instead I find myself defending the legitimacy of my relationships to friends and family who dismiss my happiness in favor of their misconceptions.

I am no less committed to my partners, nor do I love them any less simply because my affection is shared.

Polyamory isn't just about romantic relationships. it involves deep emotional connections built on trust, communication, and respect. In many ways it requires a higher degree of emotional intelligence and honesty to navigate these relationships. Setting healthy boundaries and practicing open communication are paramount to preventing misunderstandings and jealousy. However, when society refuses to acknowledge this complexity, it creates an environment ripe for judgment.

It’s vital for those within or interested in polyamorous relationships to build a strong support system. This network can provide not only validation but also the tools necessary to handle external negativity. Engaging with others who share similar experiences fosters a sense of community and belonging, helping to combat the loneliness that can come from feeling misunderstood.

Strong support system does not mean adding to our relationship. This is not an invitation.

Education is key to rejecting stigma. By engaging in frank discussions about polyamory, individuals can challenge preconceived notions and redefine what love and commitment mean. Sharing stories, reading literature about polyamorous experiences, and attending workshops/classes can open minds and promote acceptance.

Stop living in a box and open your mind to broader horizons.

While it can be disheartening facing the ire of those unwilling to understand. My relationships are valid, and they bring immense joy to my life. Love, after all, should not be limited. It is abundant and should thrive in whatever form it takes. This does not mean poly relationships are for everyone and that is acceptable. However, What we need is compassion and open hearts not judgment. So to those judging me from the outside.

I am happy, I am fulfilled, and I am not going anywhere.

What are the most difficult aspects of having a sexuality that involves kink or BDSM for you personally?

Engaging in BDSM or kink related lifestyles can bring immense joy and fulfillment, but it also comes with its own set of significant challenges. I embrace this part of my sexuality. However complexities are often steeped in societal stigma and personal risks that can feel overwhelming.

One of the largest difficulties is the pervasive judgment faced from the outside world. There seems to be a collective hesitance to grasp the nuances of BDSM and the consensual dynamics it encompasses. I have experienced the unsettling feeling of being scrutinized or judged for my interests, leading to waves of shame and isolation. The fear of exposure can manifest in various settings from workplaces to social gatherings adding extra layers of stress to an already complex lifestyle choice.

Discretion becomes an essential value for me in these communities. The concern that revealing my kink identity could jeopardize employment opportunities, friendship and family. A single misstep could result in blacklisting or harassment. This reality is why with BDSM I choose to keep the majority of this hidden to protect my partners and my careers and vanilla life. This often leads to an internal struggle where I have to compartmentalize my identity leading to feelings of loneliness and disconnection.

The fear of not being accepted is a constant burden that weighs on me. Even within the kink community itself there exists a hierarchy and the pressure to conform to certain expectations.

Especially when I do not do things the way others choose to do it. I have lost many friends this way.

Making even a single mistake whether it be a miscommunication in a scene or misunderstanding boundaries can result in ostracization. The risk of being perceived as untrustworthy or harmful can deter individuals from seeking relationships, friendships or mentorship with me. Which perpetuates a cycle of self doubt.

Humans are not perfect! Which is why we have accountability and then grow and learn from our mistakes.

Another aspect is the potential risk to my safety. Engaging in BDSM requires a foundation of trust, informed consent and communication between partners. This level of intimacy can be leveraged against me if I am not cautious. The case of being outed without consent leading to harassment or violence illustrates a darker side to the lifestyle. These fears are not unfounded. I have experienced this and witnessed it first hand.

They exist in a world where judgment and misinformation can lead to dangerous outcomes.

Public expressions of kink, BDSM or D/s dynamics, whether in the form of attire or behavior are often met with severe backlash. I feel obliged to censor myself for the most part in public spaces. Missing out on parts of my identity that I find empowering and exhilarating. The inability to express my true self in public not only isolates me but also fosters a culture of silence and misunderstanding about the BDSM community.

Don't misinterpret. I am not saying get naked and go whip someone in the streets!

Finding community among like minded individuals is crucial for me as it allows for shared experiences and support. Yet even these safe spaces can come with their own sets of challenges. Balancing the need for safety and discretion with the desire for connection and authenticity is a tightrope walk that often leaves me feeling exposed. One wrong step in these instances causes you to get blacklisted.

While BDSM can be a source of liberation and fulfillment for me. It cannot be overlooked that the associated challenges often weigh heavily on me as I journey this path. The fear of societal judgment, job security, personal safety, and the risk of ostracization are daunting realities. As I navigate these complexities reaffirming the values of informed consent, respect, and understanding within both mainstream society and the kink community is imperative for fostering an environment where everyone, not just me, can express their authentic selves without fear of repercussions.

Post a BDSM/kink activity you’re curious about and would like to try?

Latex fetishism is a form of sexual attraction towards latex materials, is more than just a preference; it's a complex weave of sensuality and personal expression. However, the irony of having a latex fetish while suffering from a latex allergy poses significant challenges. Especially when it comes to having an infatuation with Latex Vacbeds.

For me with a latex fetish, the mere sight of latex can trigger feelings of excitement and desire. However with a latex allergy, admiring latex from afar becomes a double edged sword, as physical interactions can lead to uncomfortable and potentially harmful allergic reactions. I have never experienced anaphylactic shock because of Latex, but I have broken out in severe hives and rashes.

Even if I could locate a Vacbed made from similar materials or hypoallergenic latex the other issue I suffer from is Claustrophobia. Which adds another layer of complexity to the Vacbed experience. The very nature of being enveloped can trigger my feelings of panic, stress and severe anxiety. Which stems from my childhood trauma where my brothers would wrap me within a blanket and then sit on me. I recall crying for my parents to assist in my immediate release but they would just laugh. Several times I ended up passing out due to lack of oxygen.

My Claustrophobia is so intense that even when I am laying in bed if my blankets or sheets get stuck under myself or one of my masters it throws me into a panic attack.

I honestly thought I would die one of those times.

So as much as I would love to enjoy the Latex Vacbed because I personally would enjoy the sensual sensation as the latex enveloped me. The feeling of the material itself and then add to the helplessness of my being confined within the beds bondage with the vacuum seal. I imagine it would be pretty intense, triggering a fear in me, the possibility that I could not escape. It would make for a great way to start an abduction play scene. Sadly this is one kink/fetish that will have to remain a fantasy.

As much as I admire all the Latex. I have no desire to die from it.

Understanding the Difference Between Fantasy BDSM/Kink and Real-Life BDSM/Kink.

BDSM, which encompasses bondage, discipline, dominance, submission, sadism, and masochism, is a vast and complex world that ignites fascination for many. It is crucial to differentiate between fantasy BDS, often depicted in media and personal imagination, and real life BDSM, which is grounded in reality and lived experiences.

Fantasy BDSM is often steeped in idealism. In this enchanting world, participants are usually portrayed as wealthy, possessing perfect bodies, and exhibiting flawless intelligence. Scenes play out like a script where everything unfolds seamlessly, and partners are universally accepting, understanding, and skilled in their roles. This fantasy world can be intoxicating, often filled with elaborate settings, luxurious toys, and perfect chemistry. It becomes a world where individuals escape the mundane aspects of everyday life, allowing their deepest desires to flourish without the constraints of reality.

This idealization can cause misunderstandings about what real life BDSM entails. Real life is inherently messy, no one is perfect, and expectations can lead to disappointment. Relationships, whether BDSM oriented or not, face challenges that do not always exist in fantasy. Financial constraints, health issues, and personal insecurities can all come into play, affecting the dynamic of a BDSM relationship.

In fantasy scenarios, communication often appears to happen effortlessly. Desires are articulated and understood without complications. Yet, in the real world, effective communication is essential, particularly in BDSM relationships where informed consent, limits, and aftercare are important. Participants must engage in thorough negotiations to establish boundaries, desires, and safe words. This process can be lengthy and complex, requiring vulnerability and trust. Elements that add depth to real life BDSM experiences.

In the fantasy world, partners tend to be perfectly aligned in their desires, whereas real life individuals may have different levels of experience, interest, or comfort with specific practices. This disparity can compel ongoing discussion and adjustments, illustrating the importance of flexibility and patience in real life BDSM relationships.

Another contradiction lies in the approach to safety and risk. In fantasy, the risks associated with BDSM often take a backseat to eroticism and excitement. In the real world, participants must prioritize safety to ensure that experiences remain consensual and fun. Understanding the physical and emotional risks involved with bondage and other kinks requires continuous education, open dialogue about past traumas, and the implementation of safety measures.

The emotional complexity involved in real life BDSM cannot be understated. While fantasy may paint a picture of uncomplicated eroticism, real life dynamics can be layered with personal history, emotional attachment, and psychological factors. Experiences from past relationships or individual life stresses can influence how one engages in BDSM. Understanding these elements and addressing them is crucial for all participants.

Fantasy BDSM provides a thrilling escape filled with idealized scenarios, while real life BDSM encompasses a multifaceted world where communication, trust, informed consent and safety are mandatory. Embracing the messiness of reality allows people to foster deeper connections and find authenticity within their desires. Whether indulging in fantasy or engaging in real life practice, the journey into BDSM should always prioritize informed consent, communication, and personal growth.

In the beautiful world of BDSM, the concept of consent is paramount. It serves as the cornerstone for safe and enjoyable experiences, allowing all parties involved to explore their desires, limits, and boundaries in a respectful and consensual manner. However, misunderstandings about consent can lead to discomfort and frustration, particularly regarding informed consent the cornerstone of BDSM play.

What is Informed Consent?

Informed consent goes beyond simply agreeing to an activity. It requires that all parties involved have a clear and mutual understanding of what will take place, encompassing all of the dynamics that may arise during a session. This entails not only articulating desires and interests but also discussing limits, safe words, and aftercare preferences. Consent must be an active process, involving ongoing dialogue before, during, and after any BDSM activity.

Negotiation Is Key

Before diving into any scene, it is crucial to engage in thorough negotiations. This is your opportunity to express feelings, limit any potential risks, and discuss boundaries. The idea behind negotiation is to ensure that everything is clear. what will happen, what is acceptable, and what is a hard no.

If you choose not to voice a concern or a limitation during this stage, then it is not a consent violation.

Silence does not imply consent; it can often imply uncertainty, anxiety, or reluctance. Creating a non judgmental space for communication promotes trust and honesty, which are essential in BDSM dynamics.

When you enter into a negotiation, it's also important to consider the emotional and psychological aspects of play. Some activities can bring up unexpected feelings or memories. Discussing potential triggers is an essential part of the process. This is where informed consent truly shines. Both partners can feel secure, knowing that their limits are respected, accepted and understood.

Managing Expectations

One common misconception is that if a participant does not enjoy a certain activity, it constitutes a consent violation. The truth is that experiences vary widely, and not every action will resonate positively with everyone. Sometimes, exploring a fantasy is about the journey rather than the final outcome. If you consensually engage in an activity based on informed discussions and it doesn’t meet expectations, this does not translate to a breach of consent. Rather, it highlights the importance of reflective discussions post-play to understand what worked, what didn’t, and how to evolve for future play.

Empowerment through Communication

As members of the BDSM community, we carry the responsibility to practice clear, honest communication.

If you feel unsafe or uncomfortable, it’s critical to speak up.


At the same time, being a responsible participant means that you should not make assumptions or jump to conclusions regarding another person's experience, especially if they have not voiced those feelings.

In essence, informed consent is about empowerment. It enables individuals to take control of their experiences, understand their boundaries, and ensure that their needs are met while respecting the needs of others. This brief exploration of informed consent is just the beginning; the journey into BDSM should always be a collaborative and consensual adventure, one built on trust, understanding, and mutual respect.

How We Negotiate

Negotiate the kind of scene we will be having.
Talk about Emotional, Mental, Physical ailments for the day.
Talk about the risks that might come out of the scene. Emotional Risks - Share concerns and past experiences that might come up during the scene.
Negotiate toys that will be used. (Once scene starts nothing new will ever be added).
Explain expectations of the scene and what you are hoping to get out of it.
Physical Safety Measures, IE safety sheers, water, first aid kit, etc.
Negotiate Safe words and Non verbal signals.
Negotiate if any sex will be happening during or after the scene.
Negotiate Aftercare

Negotiation is for all participants involved. Each participant is entitled to aftercare, without persecution of judgment and free of guilt.

Aftercare is YOUR responsibility.

It is not the responsibility of the participants playing with you to provide it. It is your responsibility to ensure you get aftercare the way you need it. If the person you are playing with cannot provide said aftercare then it is your responsibility to locate someone that can provide it. This is also something that should be negotiated and consented upon.

So let’s foster a more informed and consensual BDSM community. Speak up, listen, and evolve together. The safety and enjoyment of our experiences depend on our commitment to clear and respectful communication.

I do love you all so much. Please stay informed and stay safe out there with all of your kinky fun.

Explain as best you can what the appeal of kink/BDSM is to you? Why are you drawn to what you’re drawn to?

The world of kink and BDSM offers a captivating escape from the mundane rhythms of life. It invites me to explore my inner desires and passions in ways that might feel restricted in everyday scenarios. The appeal of kink lies in its ability to foster authentic expression, providing a safe space for exploration that can lead to profound self discovery and of course community connection.

At the core of my BDSM experience is the deep act of surrender. For those like me, who identify with submissive tendencies, the act of handing over control to a trusted partner can be both thrilling and liberating. It allows for the release of daily stresses and responsibilities, creating a space where one can be vulnerable and fully present. This exchange of power is not merely about physical acts. It's a deep emotional and psychological engagement that encourages the development of trust.

When I immerse myself in kink, I find that it opens me up to explore aspects of my identity that normal life might overshadow. The rituals, the play, and the negotiation of boundaries all serve to amplify a sense of connection with not only my partner but also with my truest self. There is something amazingly freeing about articulating desires and boundaries openly, knowing that they will be respected and honored. This communication is fundamental in BDSM dynamics and becomes an act of building intimacy, understanding and acceptance.

Kink allows for a unique exploration of the mind and body that transcends traditional expressions of intimacy. It's an invitation to dive into fantasies that may feel unconventional or taboo. Yet when approached with consent and mutual respect these desires blossom into meaningful experiences. The adrenaline rush during a thrilling scene combined with the melting feeling of aftercare creates a deep sensation of emotional exploration. It’s as if one can experience a mini journey of highs and lows, all woven into a fabric of shared trust and pleasure.

BDSM Community is another significant draw within the BDSM realm. Engaging with like minded individuals fosters a sense of belonging. It’s a space filled with good people who share a common language of exploration, acceptance, and understanding. This camaraderie allows one to feel validated in their desires and makes it easier to navigate the potential complexities of kink. Workshops, classes, parties, and discussions within this community not only expand one’s knowledge, perspective, and skillset but also enrich personal connections.

The lessons learned through BDSM extend far beyond the bedroom for me. The emphasis on consent, negotiation, and trust translates seamlessly into my everyday relationships. By participating in this lifestyle, I can cultivate deeper connections with others. whether they are romantic partners, friends, or family. The insights I've gained through BDSM practice encourage my personal growth and emotional intelligence allowing me to love and be loved on a deeper level.

Is it easy for you to make friends with D types or s types more? If not at all, why is that?

Making friends within the BDSM community is slightly more complicated for me, especially in consideration of the specific dynamics between dominants and submissives. I will explore the subtleties of such relationships based on my personal experiences and observations.

For some this comes in the form of almost irreparably strong and honest bonds that it can make between two people. That does not mean the friendships themselves are easy to forge. Along my path, I've been unable to forge an abundant amount of long lasting friendships with either sides of the slash. Often resulting in feelings of isolation within a community I deeply admire.

When it comes to dominants, the dominant dynamic can sometimes be one of transaction. A number of dominants I have encountered over the years actually seemed more concerned about creating a semblance of friendship to achieve whatever purpose they may have had in mind, be it to get into a D/S relationship or to attain their sexual goals. While many dominants are truly kind and caring, the masked intentions of some simply create a barrier to forming any real connections. Finding friendship with them often seems highly complicated, riddled by uncertainties of their true motives. I must often always approach conversation with dominants completely guarded and remaining alert.

My experiences, on the other hand, have been equally discouraging on the submissives' side. Sometimes, the submissive community can really show its dark underbelly of competition, jealousy, and negativity. In place of fostering a sense of camaraderie, there have been times when interactions felt more like playground politics. The fact that some have engaged in catty behavior, besides discouraging friendships, also created an invisible wall between those seeking genuine friendships and the community at large. I so wished for a network of people who uplift rather than tear others down. Which is so disheartening becuase having a submissive community for support is something I would truly benefit from.

The issue at the core is a supportive community needs a haven where each person feels their due importance, being understood, accepted, respected and believed in, without the fear of being exploited, judged, mocked, or abused. It's especially important, in light of BDSM exploration, where vulnerability mingles with desire. Sadly though I have found the majority of people lack integrity, honesty, character and accountability.

The sad consequence of this struggle to find friends who do uplift is that the feeling of isolation has been brought into this apparently progressive and liberal community. Actually, that search transcends any one particular community and bespeaks universal human aspirations toward meaningful relationships.

So, how does one build up a more supportive community? Especially when this type of community that currently exists is just a cesspool of selfishness, drama, toxicity, and deceit?

My Views Of Ethics In BDSM And Kink!

In the vibrant world of BDSM and kink, there's a beautiful variety that reflects the unique individuals who participate in it. When we take a closer look at the ethics surrounding kink, we enter a space that involves not just physical activities but also complex emotional interactions and a foundation of mutual respect. Having navigated these dimensions myself, I feel it's crucial to explore the ethical guidelines that shape our experiences within the community.

At the heart of it all lies the concept of consent. In BDSM, we often refer to this as informed consent, a term that highlights the importance of communication, agreement, and understanding before engaging in any kink activities. This principle highlights that all parties involved should have a clear understanding of what they are consenting to, including limits, safe words, and potential risks. It’s essential that consent isn’t just a one-time deal; it should be an ongoing dialogue, allowing everyone to feel comfortable revoking their consent at any moment without feeling guilty or pressured.

Equally important is the role of transparency in ethical kink practices. Open conversations about desires, boundaries, and personal limits create a space where everyone can express themselves openly and freely. This process goes beyond just discussing comfort zones. It also invites discussions about what individuals truly want and desire and what they need. A supportive kink community encourages these dialogues, acknowledging that everyone has different motivations and comfort levels. Each interaction should be approached with honesty, respect, and acceptance, ensuring that conversations are constructive and uplifting rather than dismissive.

The power dynamics that come into play in BDSM require thoughtful consideration. The connection between a Dominant and a submissive can be deeply intimate, making it essential to handle this power exchange responsibly. The Dominant, in particular, has a duty to prioritize the well-being of their submissive, ensuring that their physical and emotional safety remains intact. In a nurturing dynamic, aftercare becomes an essential practice. It's about providing for physical and emotional recovery after a scene, which further strengthens trust and connection.

Aftercare I will add goes for all parties involved.

The ethics of kink also extend to the broader community. It’s vital to cultivate an inclusive atmosphere where individuals from diverse backgrounds feel acknowledged and appreciated. Celebrating our differences not only enriches our experiences but also prevents us from perpetuating harmful stereotypes or behaviors within our kink practices. Engaging in kink should center around mutual appreciation, respect and empowerment, rather than exploitation, hate or judgment.

Moreover, it's important to commit to ongoing education about the practices and preferences we engage in. This continuous journey of understanding our own desires, as well as those of others, enables us to make informed choices. Exploring resources, attending workshops/classes, or reading literature on BDSM/Kinks/Fetishes can enhance our personal experiences and contribute to a more knowledgeable and ethical community.

The ethics of kink may be intricate, but they are absolutely essential. By ensuring informed consent, fostering open communication, respecting power dynamics, promoting inclusivity, and dedicating ourselves to lifelong learning, we can create a safe and empowering environment for everyone involved. As we navigate our desires together, it’s important to remember that ethical kink is ultimately about connection and mutual respect, forming spaces where everyone can safely and consensually explore their passions. In this ever evolving landscape, our commitment to ethical practices can lead to richer and more satisfying experiences within the community.

This is why I am so happy that my masters and I have agreed to live our lives with core values and ensure that we only surround ourselves with people that share these beliefs.

Seeking CPR/First Aid Teachers to teach an online class.

A very good friend of mine is looking for someone who is willing to present a class on Zoom for people who have disabilities and are blind. They are interested in learning CPR and First Aid. If you or anyone you know may be able to assist please reach out.

I'm looking for someone who'd be willing to teach a class on basic CPR/first aid. This has been something I've been wanting to learn for a while now, and I know many of our members feel the same. Since this class will be geared towards those with disabilities, an approach that utilizes descriptions, both audio and visual, and closed captions is a MUST! Some topics could include:

how to properly perform CPR

How to stop bleeding and deal with cuts, bruises, etc.
How to deal with fire and burns

a brief anatomy lesson

If you know anyone who can help, please reach out to me via DM. I want to bring these classes to those who can't make it to their local fire department, or who can’t afford local classes.

What are your hard limits?

Scat
Blood Play
NO SALIVA - On anywhere other than my cunt and kissing
Watersports - No Drinking or being asked to pee in someone's mouth
Needle/Nails Play
Necrophilia
Murder
No Waterboarding
No Pedophilia
No Vampire Gloves
No guilt tripping
No Speculums
No Giant Dildos
No Fisting
No Weight Play
No Public Bathroom Control
Bestiality
No Kneeling on knees for long periods of time/or punishments on harsh surfaces.
No forcing me to fuck women.
No unsafe sexual encounters with random partners.
Nothing that goes against my health: Allergies, medications, etc.
No Children. No getting me pregnant, forcing me to adopt. Nothing.
No Flicking, or Pinching anywhere.
No Poking my Forehead.
No "The Lolle Thing" - Personal meaning
No manipulating to get what you want
No use of dead names
No Giving "Rimjob"
No Tape Gags
No Straightjackets
No Sleep Sacks
No Human Toilet
No Saline Injections
No Milking or Lactation
No Public Humiliation
No Giving Pussy Worship
No Latex (allergy)
No Shaving Head Hair
No Punching/Pussy Punching/Pussy Kicking/Pussy * Whipping - Single Tail
Scarification
Fantasy Abandonment -roleplay
Animal- roleplay
Infantilism - roleplay
Psych ward - roleplay
Prison - roleplay
Switching Roles
Hot wax - genitals
Kicking
Needle Play
Temporary piercings
Sleep Deprivation
Zipper-needles
harems (with other subs)
Catheterization
Masturbation - Forced
Sexual deprivation
Sounding
Speculum
Wearing strap on
Dirty Enema (Ie. Fish, dirty water, air)

I love that my limits grow or shrink over time. Whenever I try something new I always do my best to give it at least two times of trying it out before I take time to process how I feel on the entire situation. Then and only then do I make a decision to choose if I want to ever do it again, if it is a need of mine, or if it makes its way to this list of Oh Hell No.