We are supposed to sit and reflect on the submissive prayer today. However that has never resonated to me. For one it is in its own way mocking the actual prayer to which it was taken and changed. I do not believe that is something we should be doing. I know for others they wont agree but this is just how I feel. I may not be religious but I do not believe that desecrating someone's religion is apropriate behavior.
So I have my own ritual/prayer that I prefer. We have played with the wording of it, and by we I mean, my masters and I both have. It is a beautiful ritual. Like I said I am not extremely fond of prayers but rituals now that is something I can definitely get behind. To me this could be my prayer. Though to others it is just a ritual, or affirmations.
Regardless my masters and I have constructed this to fit our needs, and I say these words everyday. They help to put me in the proper headspace. They help ground me completely in my submission. Sometimes if I am having a really tough day I can repeat them repeatedly throughout the day.
The best part is my masters are included in the ritual. They speak the words and I echo them. It is intimate , it is a bonding moment, it is a grounding moment, it is I am theirs, and they chose me just as I have chosen them. I think it just bring me back to my heart and soul and brings me back home to them so easily. These are words that pull me from my darkness and back into the light.
I am my Masters' slave
I belong to Them.
I live to serve them.
I am their beautiful treasure.
I will make them proud.
I will be open and honest with them.
My deepest desire is to please them.
I surrender completely.
I willingly give up my control. They will give me what I need.
I am obedient and respectful.
I choose to obey.
I come before them, offering my submission.
I am proud to wear their collar.
I trust they will guide and teach me.
I am grateful for their guidance.
I am here to be used by them, in any way they desire.
I am their slut.
I know my safe words and I will use them whenever they are needed, but not earlier.
I will keep my masters informed about my body.
I know they will protect me.
I surrender, because I am safe.
I trust them with my heart, body, mind and soul.
I aim to be pleasing with all that I say and do.
They love me for who I am.
They chose me and I chose them.
I am always striving to be obedient and pleasing.
It is ok to have fun and enjoy myself.
It is ok to make mistakes and to learn from them.
What is a slave girl?
A girl who is owned
Who owns you?
I belong to my masters.
La kajira!!!
For me this is my prayer. This is my truth. It might sound silly to others, but the beauty is, is that my masters and I can do our dynamic and relationship however we want and no one can say a word. So long as we are happy and it is consensual then they are my Gods. They are my religion. They are the altar I pray to. They always will be and no one can tell me anything different.
Also those who noticed yes there is a little bit of Gorean mixed in. My masters and I adore and love Gor for all of its beauty that it offers. We take from Gor the parts that represent and mean something to our hearts and soul. So yes, you will find very much in my dynamic I have so many parts of Gor in my life. I am proud to have it.