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3 weeks ago. January 6, 2025 at 4:10 AM

Religious trauma is a thing. Being told that anything to do with your body whether it is sex with your spouse or just plain up masturbation, is a sin. It is told to so many people all over the world and usually beaten into you as a child.


I recall all the stories I was told about how if my parents even talked about sex or asked a question they would have to go pickk out a switch from the tree and get beaten with it. How asking a question deserves that kind of response will always baffle me.


So it was amazing to have my mom come and talk to my Master Damon and I about sex toys and stuff. Apparently she had gone and purchased a ton of things and they had just arrived in the mail. As she opened the packages she realized by looking at them in person they were by far not for her and not what she thought she was buying. So naturally she gave them to us which I appreciate.


This lead to us discussing different types of sex toys. Dildos, vibrations, massagers, etc. The kind of material they are made from. How to care for them. What type of lube to use with different materials. Etc. The conversation was naturally an hour or two long. We asked many questions and she just could not answer because of lack of experience. Still you are never to old to start.


So today we took her to Orlando to one of our favorite adult stores. There she got to browse, touch display toys. We showed her and let her feel the different materials. Damon,, Calvin and I explained how each material was from experience and how hard some of them are to clean. We were at the place a good few hours. In fact I got a new outfit, a bondage bear and two new impact toys to play with. So to me it was successful.


Afterwards we all went out for pizza at a place my master Calvin had been dying to try. It was pretty good. A little hole in the wall but it was popular. Their pizza was pretty good. Even if I disagree that it wasn't authentic New York pizza. We all talked and just enjoyed ourselves. My mother expressed how she had a fantastic time and after she was done feeling extremely anxious and embarrassed stated she had a positive experience and she appreciated the people working there being so nice and helpful.


Overall I think today was a very fun day. I really enjoyed it. I also realized I really needed to escape the house and get out into society for a little while. I have been cooped up way to long. Besides seeing her reaction to some of the sizes of dildos and butt plugs was absolutely hilarious. I really needed a good laugh and I had to explain to her that some people are just that talented!

Cello Trance​{for You}Verified Account - I hope it’s OK to say this… But I totally dig your vibe. Just saying. That was a fun read, and I could not even imagine doing that with my mother :-)
3 weeks ago
BunnyBites​(sub female)​{HoK} - Yes as dysfunctional of a relationship we have I love her and I am glad she raised me to be sex positive and not ashamed of being who I am. So it was nice to help her through that and make sure she was safe and getting the right things.
3 weeks ago
Cello Trance​{for You}Verified Account - That is so wonderful you have that kind of relationship with your mom. I have similar relationships with my two boys. They are just as likely to call me dude as dad. We’ve always been like that. And I really like it.
3 weeks ago
BunnyBites​(sub female)​{HoK} - Yes I am grateful to have at least that kind of relationship with my mother. When I was 18 years old she took me to see my first stripper show, and my cake she had made in the shape of a penis LOL So it was a lot of fun. I appreciate that despite her own trauma from religious persecution about sex and such she was able to foster a positive sex mindset with me.
3 weeks ago
Antoniii​(switch male) - lol that would be an experience
3 weeks ago

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