What Parts of BDSM Interest You?
The first thing that really pulls me into the BDSM world is the fact I can give over my control to someone and allow myself the liberty in just existing and being who I am as a person without judgment. The fact I also get to live my heart's desire in service to them. I also fully enjoy having the rituals and protocols given to me by my masters and having our daily routine. I have always been a service slave at heart since I started and then when I became disabled it became a bit more difficult to do all that I used to do so to make me feel a little bit more into our dynamic we swapped the dynamic a little bit around and have tweaked it so much that it works out so beautifully for us now. I can have my little space days and have the freedom there to express myself and live my life, and then there are other days when I can be that pretty service slave doing tasks, or toss me down and objectify me as your little pleasure doll.
Then in BDSM you enter in all of my kinks and my fetishes. Oh those make for some good sexy scenes and sexual play. We can wrestle and get our primal urges out of our system. We can do our impact play for intense sadistic and masochistic fun, or use it for my therapuetic moments. Plus things like impact play really ground me and help me to get out of my head and back into the moment completely.
One of the best things I really love about BDSM is that I can explore who I am as a person. I can reach into my desires and my fantasies and explore to my hearts content and not feel judged. It is really a place I can just dive into who I am as a person, and find other people who are just like me and feel as though I belong somewhere.
