Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks?
I am sure while I was growing up there was sort of weird things I did all the time that would have been evident if someone was looking for it to hint at any of my kinks. The way I played with barbie dolls or the types of cartoons I watched the way I sat on the floor and things like this. However I do not want to get too deep into this topic becuase I feel I could spend an eternity upon this.
One of the biggest ones I can say would have revealed I was kinky before I knew I was kinky would have to be hide and seek as a young child to my teen years. Hell I still play it to this day and it is one of my favorite games in the entire world. Now I know why.
I used to love being the person that hid. The anticipation of the seeker finding me, grabbing me and taking me to Hide and Seek jail. There was a sensation always about it and of course the seeker had to be the boy I was crushing on or my boyfriend I was dating at the time.
Now to this day when I play Hide and Seek it is due to Primal Play. The anticipation of getting caught. That inert fear of them chasing you down, capturing you and per the terms of whatever was negotiating you were either taken to your cage as a captive or tossed to the ground right there and sexually used for hours on end.
Perhaps to the majority of the world while I was growing up it was innocent fun and games but looking back today as a Primal play person it was very much the hunter and the prey. Granted I never really liked ever being the seeker despite being really good at it but if you put me in the position of being the person that hides I get all giddy and excited. I want to be captured naturally but I want to make them work for it.
