God, when the air turned blue,
She never fucking knew,
That's when I got to breath,
But to her it was all fleeting,
And now I have the price to pray,
To have heavy breath on a name,
God these lessons keep passing by,
And part of me is not ok with that,
Feel like Ive lost me,
And she cares but not enough to stay,
Those bright eyes finally show a predator,
Unknowing the cost of goodbye,
And again I can only sigh,
Prepare for the hard breathing,
The tears when looks are away,
And wonder what the fuck I did,
In past lives for karma debts,
Praying and saying out loud,
Stay the fuck away,
If you have ill intentions,
Broken minds,
Dont know what you want,
Or want an experiment,
Im a person not a healing aura,
And im one more in love you,
To never look at people as people,
But potential lessons in disguise,
So god if your listening,