5 years ago. May 11, 2019 at 12:32 AM
My friends in my local kink group have agreed to let me "host" a party....I am so excited....I want to try to bring back the early 90's BDSM scene. I can't wait. If anyone has music suggestions, please let me know!!!!
probably the only song from TKK that you know....but it still kicks ass....
Laether Strip has quite a few in my "scene" playlist....just puts me in the mood
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So, I love posting music videos, because music has always been my escape and it's so exciting to meet people who had/have the same tastes. My problem, I think, is that I try to escape to much....because I can. My anxiety and depression; thrown on top of my PTSD like it when I seek the shadows, when I shut myself off from everything. I have always been a social person who is just jailed in a cage of anxiety. I love being around people that I relate to, but I don't always know how to communicate with them. I feel like the perpetual outsider. Maybe not an outsider, per se, I feel accepted, but a lot of the time I feel like I am on the outer ring looking in. Always wondering if the next thing I say or do, will result in my excommunication. I wish I knew how to break out of my shell, and be completely confident.