All that Jaz

I am in tears, I knew this was coming but it felt like maybe it wouldn't.  Ma'am left for work again today.  She's been home since the end of Feb....that's longer than she has been home since 2013.  I let myself get comfortable in her presence where I was more used to her absence.  I am not greedy...we did a lot while she was here and both of us grew and learned lifestyle wise.  I am dreading the act of going to bed tonight.  Where I had her protection and comfort will be emptiness tonight.  On the plus side, she's only 4.5 hours away this time...it won't be hard to see her.