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Random musings of a sub trying to change her vanilla life
3 months ago. January 18, 2025 at 7:34 PM

I am often hyperkinetic and have a difficult time just relaxing- I need to constantly be doing something, learning something, experiencing something, going somewhere, entertained or busy - it makes me feel frenetic because I am constantly aware of my own mortality and there is never enough time - I am not afraid of death, I just want to be a part of everything before I go but sometimes, I wish I could rest 

the occasions when my mind is at rest occur when I am with a Master in charge, with firm direction and clearly defined expectations for 

 

 

K y i v​{Walking} - It truly is better as a team.. One rests the other takes over. You trust one another to do so.
3 months ago
Cello Trance​{for You}Verified Account - All that sounds good to me. It sounds good that you are active and seeking things to do and it sounds good that you can rest and trust your master . Good for you.
3 months ago

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