The Summoning.
In the darkness she waits unaware that I am calling reaching
out across time and space, on the edge of her thoughts yet there none the less.
In a moment she hears something it feels like a breeze the sound of something
in side her whispering, it causes her heart to race for an instant, than it is
gone. In the darkness she waits listening for that … feeling again. it finds
her moves into her sinking into her soul and fills some place inside. She
senses it, embraces It, and knows it belongs in her. Like a piece of her she never knew
she was missing. it is moving closer she reaches straining to touch it but it
fades once again. The yearning lingers it grows stronger, and now an empty place is left and she cries...
Each night she searches out for the feeling yearning for it to fill this hole, but it is gone.
In the darkness she waits and it comes stronger with more form she know it's
not just a feeling there is something there. Something more defined, what is it? A shadow, a spirit, a being? At first she feels fear her body trembles, than trying to understand if this was the feeling is this real? Did I make this up? She feels she is connected to...? it feels like she belongs with it like she must be with it or she is lost. She senses that it is speaking to her, in her, through her
mind it's like her mind is talking to her. She can’t understand it, not yet. She knows she must wait for it to return. So In the darkness she waits aching for it's return it will come back it must come back, it is calling her! Her heart aches, her soul feels emptiness, she calls to it…. Each night she calls, there is a burning need deep with in her it's been building for days now she is consumed by it desperate to feel it…and yet in the darkness she waits... because that is where it comes that is what she is she is the darkness.
It's the despair than it comes and fills her greater than before and now she can hear a
voice through the pain it is it is bitter sweet and she welcomes it, she can feel it the wash of it's embrace, it calls,Is it speaking? What is it saying? seek me I am near.
I am summoning you, your soul I have found now you body must come. Who are
you she asks? Why do you call me? You know the answer it is part of what you are, what you have always been. What do you mean? Silence that is enough… and than than the presence moves away she feels it pulling away and a part of her is being taken with it, she screams NO! But still it moves away leaving her in her darkness empty and alone… she cries…. The emptiness is all that left.... but HE is real!
He is summoning me, calling me I must find him… but how Now she has purpose there is a hope in her He is real! His presence comes to here more often now, at night he speaks to her though she can not remember what he said no can she understand what it means and yet he tries to tell her to make his will clear yet some times she can understand it's clear, yet others are
like a whisper on the wind, distant incomprehensible and still she tries to understand.
After some time she begins to see a pictures in her mind the future, the past the ancient past. she sees her self and HE is there she knows she belongs to Him. This has always been. He has told her tails of before, when they where together. He is an ancient from before the time of man, he has lived a thousand, thousand lifetimes. Only to be reborn again in this endless cycle long ago they did this to me, my enemies have created this cycle used and used it to trap my kind to
make us forget who we are. She wonders how she fits in this what dose this mean? Why dose he
call me? Who am I? He tells her You hold a piece me a key that will open a part of me, a part that has been long dormant. Just as you feel the place inside you filled with my
presence, you also unlock a part of me you free my dark power. Long ago I called
you from the void filled you with my light, made you a vessel for my dark power. Now you embody that power hidden from the eyes of my enemies. I did this so that one day you would be summoned to me, to serve your Master’s dark passions and to unlock all they seek to deny us your body is my alter and your soul, my canvas. Her mind is in shock, she cannot believe that this is true, how could she have been around so long ago, yet her body responds to his
words, stirring stirring something deep inside. You served as my consort, my play thing, my slave throughout time your body knows this, you are the conduit for my power.
She denies it closes him out refusing to accept, I am not a slave! You are, and in time you wil know it is true, his presence fades away leaving her alone in the darkness. She feels the emptiness once again, it is worse. As she struggles with the thought of his words pushing them away, wanting to deny it, to make it not real, but something keeps calling in the back of her mind. She fights to deny his words, pushing all her thoughts away she tries to forget to ignore everything. Still her body won't let her, she is aroused from the idea, being a slave, owned why do I get so aroused by this feeling? The more she thinks about it the higher her passion builds, now she is thinking of his touch her way it filled her mad he feel whole. She cries out this can’t be I am not a slave I will not be owned, so why do I feel this way?
Why dose my body yearn for him? Was I really summoned from the void? Can I truly belong to him? Yet the feelings are real the emptiness is real and it is worse than ever now.
When he is close I feel complete why, what is wrong with me?
She cries… The emptiness is to much the ache is consuming her soul is like a gaping hole like missing an arm or leg.
She wonders when he will return yet it fills her with dread and longing, her mind still fighting the yearning trying to deny and shut out her desire and need. Days have gone by and nothing, the emptiness still fills her she cant get the longing under control, he has left her abandoned her, she sobs and the emptiness she feels, turns into an ache a need she must fill, she tries to deny it shut it out eventually the need and longing are too much and she brakes calls to him begs him to come back. Nothing he doesn't answer he is not coming, she calls again and again, day after day, the feeling growing stronger her, the need building driving her towards madness. It's too much, how can the be real? Than just as she is falling into despair she feels it, it is faint at first but as it grows relief floods her fills her with a joy she did know before, In that moment she knows the truth she knows he was right, she dose belongs to him, just her simple act of accepting and her passion fills her, stronger than anything she has ever felt, like a wave it washes over her and makes her at peace and whole. She knows now that this is her place, her desire to be with him growing, she wants nothing more than to serve him to belong to him.
He speaks: Do you accept the truth I have shown you? Can you feel the words I have spoken how your body even now is telling you that this is so.
She speaks: Why do I feel this emptiness, this yearning when you’re here? I want to understand what this means, how can I be what you say?
He speaks: I placed within you a key, a part of my being, this piece is what my enemies fear. You see I was tired and wanted no more of the war no more of the hate and destruction.
I had fought to long and hard trying to keep creation from being absorbed, and in the end they trapped us. The used the power of my kind and twisted it corrupting it and using it against us they trapped us in the mortal world forced to be reborn over and over soon many of us forgot who we where, what the truth was. I summoned you from the void so I could filling you with my power and hide it from them, preventing them from turning it against me.
Now the time is close an I must take up the fight once more now I can stop them and free the world and save creation.
I have summoned you once again to serve your Master, to stand with me against my enemies.
Come to me, kneel before your Master and accept the truth I have created you and you are mine, you are my slave made to serve me to give me your body mind and soul to use as my dark possession, to be filed with my power, walk with me down this dark road be what you where created to be you Master’s slave made to bear his power. Look deep inside and you will feel that you want this, that you crave this. Only through accepting who you are, and by accepting your Master can you truly be whole.
Only I your Master your creator, can give you what you need and crave, your body craves my collar, longs for my bonds, the control I have, this is what you are what you need. Only I can awaken the part of you that has long laid dormant.
Awaken my dark creature of flesh and blood, of pleasure and pain, of darkness to my light.
Open to you senses search your soul and you will feel the power you, and you will know the truth. Our purpose in life is to live love and grow not merge with the one this is what my enemy seeks for all to return to the source, they command that we deny the body, to disavow the physical, the say it is a trap, I tell you my little Dark One do not deny the flesh or its hungers. For we are alive made to be physical to be individuals, not just energy that feed the so-called one merging with some insubstantial power that seeks to devour the self the individual. Seek me my dark pet open you mind, your soul for they shall lead you to me. Walk with me and we shall go beyond this closed dimension into the forever. Seek me my dark pet search for your Master, I am searching I am waiting to place my collar on ad free you from your illusions.
He leaves her once more this time with a burning in her body and her soul. A sense of purpose she has longed for. He calls her still, can you hear it? Can you hear the call of your Master?
He is summoning you, and you must find him.
ShadowLord