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The Thoughts of a Overthinker.

So,
I thought I would start a blog and document my journey of becoming who I am meant to be.

Can I just start with….. what is it with so many not even bothering to read a profile.
When I first joined, all I did was go around and look and read and learn.
It was intense to see I wasn’t alone.
BUT
The amount of messages from “little men” is unbelievable, and the amount of people asking for feet pics!!!!!
Just please, please take a minute to read the profile if you want to message.

I think I came here with rose tinted glasses. It took me a long time to finally put myself out there, after researching and learning about who I am.
I expected to just find my Dom/Master and bam I would be fulfilled. Very naive I know.
But isn’t life a learning journey.
And I’m learning more about myself and my needs than i ever thought possible.
So while the start has not been great, it was still worth putting myself here, as I’m learning so much more on who I need to be…..
Who I crave to be.
2 weeks ago. March 25, 2025 at 2:12 AM

A new week has dawned, and with it comes a sense of urgency—a desperate need to submit and find my center. It’s more than just a fleeting desire, it’s a deep-seated longing that few truly comprehend. This journey I’m on is reshaping my understanding of what it means to pursue fulfillment.

As I continue down this path, I find myself increasingly determined to chase after what I truly want. The dreams that once languished in the background are now taking center stage, demanding my attention and commitment. I’m awakening to the realization that those aspirations I once dismissed as mere fantasies are, in fact, within my reach. They are not just idle thoughts, they are the very essence of what I yearn for.

I find myself in a profound yearning for an Owner, a guiding presence in my life who can help me navigate the intricate layers of submission. But it’s not just about the desire to submit, it’s about establishing a deep, meaningful connection. I crave someone who can truly see me, who can recognize my needs and understand the complexities of my journey.

This connection is essential to my growth and transformation. I long for someone who can help me unlock the best version of myself, someone who can encourage and challenge me in ways that promote personal evolution. I recognize that achieving this state of being is not a simple or quick process, it requires patience, dedication, and effort from both parties involved.

I understand that building a meaningful relationship takes time, it’s a gradual unfolding of trust, communication, and mutual understanding. Both the Owner and I must invest in the relationship, navigating the delicate balance of power and vulnerability. It’s a path that demands commitment, and I am prepared to embrace that challenge.

Yet, despite this understanding, the urgency of my need feels overwhelming at times. The longing to submit, to be guided, and to connect deeply with someone who comprehends my desires can be consuming. It’s a powerful force that propels me forward, even as I recognize the necessity of patience and the gradual development of this bond.

I am ready to embark on this journey, to open myself up to the possibilities that lie ahead. I seek someone who can walk alongside me, someone who is willing to invest in this with the understanding that it is a process, a beautiful, intricate dance that will take time to perfect. Together, we can explore the depths of my submission and cultivate a connection that enriches both our lives.

Another dream on my list is to ride my motorcycle up to the breathtaking Highlands, exploring the landscapes that resonate with my soul. The idea of touring through those majestic mountains fills me with excitement and purpose. It’s a journey not just of distance, but of self-discovery.

Additionally, I’ve made a commitment to push through my fears and take part in a munch. The thought of stepping outside my comfort zone might seem daunting, but I refuse to let fear hold me back any longer.

It’s fascinating how, when you begin to live in alignment with your true self, other aspects of your life fall into place. I didn’t anticipate this harmonious synchronization, it’s like a ripple effect, where every courageous step I take leads to new opportunities and insights. The world around me is shifting, and I am learning to embrace it with open arms.

This week, I am ready to embrace my journey with vigor, to pursue my dreams, and to connect with others in meaningful ways. Each day is a chance to redefine who I am and what I want. I’m excited to see where this path will lead me.


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