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The Thoughts of a Overthinker.

So,
I thought I would start a blog and document my journey of becoming who I am meant to be.

Can I just start with….. what is it with so many not even bothering to read a profile.
When I first joined, all I did was go around and look and read and learn.
It was intense to see I wasn’t alone.
BUT
The amount of messages from “little men” is unbelievable, and the amount of people asking for feet pics!!!!!
Just please, please take a minute to read the profile if you want to message.

I think I came here with rose tinted glasses. It took me a long time to finally put myself out there, after researching and learning about who I am.
I expected to just find my Dom/Master and bam I would be fulfilled. Very naive I know.
But isn’t life a learning journey.
And I’m learning more about myself and my needs than i ever thought possible.
So while the start has not been great, it was still worth putting myself here, as I’m learning so much more on who I need to be…..
Who I crave to be.
1 week ago. April 4, 2025 at 1:35 AM

 

I find myself longing for an Owner. “Wanting” might not capture the depth of my feelings; I need, I crave, and I yearn. Each day, the longing intensifies with every step I take on this journey of exploration and self-discovery.

But is it truly possible to find someone like that on here?

I once believed I had found a connection that could lead to something profound, only to be ghosted after a whirlwind of intense months.
It’s a reminder that these experiences happen to us too guys.

Such encounters inevitably raise my guard. Can I truly open myself up to someone again? Do I dare to seek that remarkable connection, knowing the risks involved?

I want to take that leap…

The rose-tinted glasses I once wore have been firmly set aside.
While new experiences beckon, it often feels like searching for a needle in a haystack, daunting and frightening.

Is there something new on the horizon? Am I ready to open myself up once more, despite the uncertainty of what could unfold?

Why does it all have to be so difficult?

As I navigate these feelings, I remind myself that every journey has its challenges.
The desire for connection is a powerful force, though it may be fraught with risks, the potential for genuine connection makes it worth pursuing. I just have to find the courage to embrace the unknown and trust in what the future may hold.


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