I wish

 I crave some really basic things in a relationship. To a person that is not submissive these cravings may appear strange or strange. In the mind of the submissive man they are not strange at all, quite the opposite. They are real and very strong.
One thing I crave is to give myself to my dominant and be recognized for it. I would like to do things for my dominant that are often simply taken as a reduction in stature. This includes house chores. These do not reduce any ones stature as it is something couples do on a daily basis. This offering of my submission is one quick way for me to make a huge difference in their her life. Taking more responsibility from her and shouldering it.
Another thing i crave is to be the sexual submissive. This dynamic is huge and causes me to chase dominate women in the bdsm lifestyle. The truth is that I secretly desire to be the dominated and to feel safe in my submission. I do not have to be beaten into submission or taken kicking and screaming. I will go happily! Male chastity is the prime example of sexual submission; the one thing a submissive can do to belong to their dominate partner 24/7 without anyone knowing except the couple. I will really not want it to be a secret, but it is. In this world I feel connected to my dominant  and at her will. She alone controls my manhood. She alone controls when she will unlock me. She alone decides if and when  may ejaculate. as a true submissive I will respect her wishes when im not locked up and save myself for our relationship.
I crave structure. I want direction, I want order from her. I need to understand her expectations and how to make her happy.I want discipline and expects it. For in that scenario Im free to feel Im trying to satisfy my dominant, and even if I fall short she cares enough to stick to rules and not abandon me emotionally mentally or physically. I would rather be spanked and feel all is right in the relationship than to be left wondering where I stand. This goes for any so-called punishment. It is somewhat childish in thought but extremely simple in my mind.I simply want to make things right in the relationship and move forward at her feet.
Is all this humbling you ask? Why yes! I an humble to some degree and desire to be more humble. I wish to have their my dominant desire my submission and humility. Not as degradation but as a commitment to their relationship. :If my dominat ain't happy nobody is happy", everyone throws that saying around. For me it carries deep meaning and my failures in the relationship will be taken hard . I crave an outlet to make things right again in my mind. Even small gestures that make me realize that my dominant is aware of my transgression and simply requires me to make amends, however that may be.
I crave attention. It may seem by my desire to be a follower in the female led relationship that I do not crave attention but it is just the opposite. That my goal. Attention! I will settle for negative attention if that is all I can get. I don't desire chastity because I view it as celibacy. I desire to trade my average life for a hyper charged one of tease and denial. For multiple orgasms without ejaculation to the point that if im not expected to remain ejaculation free i will be failing. I want you to say no! I want you to hold your feminine power over me so Icrave you to exercise it. learn to understand my cravings because it is most probably the person your is with now! Learn to exploit it, relish the good!