Messy Cupcake

Hello👋🌸😊, I hope everyone who reads this doesn't get mad but I will write my feelings😅. It's not about the other cherries 🤭. But anyway, I was in a relationship for 2 years. I tried to make it work. Even in a dynamic, I tried. I am just kinkier, which was sexy to him until it came to the act of it. As we continue trying for a dynamic it got abusive. See I love to get put in my place maybe slapped around a few times 😈. But he would start to do it out of anger. He hurt me. Not knowing his strength. I'm not an angel either it was on both sides. Then he just stopped. Now we are at the point where we are trying to rekindle something that is broken. Has anyone ever been in this situation? Did you stay with that person? I am tired of waiting for someone I had to beg to love me right. I want to cry sometimes because how did it get here? Love was there. Motivation was alive. My smile was there. I would worship the ground he walks on. I would like to do the nastiest thing to him. But, we are breaking apart. I am breaking apart to stay to try. To waste my breath. Like I did for a year. Life gives you lessons for a reason, I guess. Those lessons are hard but worth learning about. Anyways, I'll stop talking about my breakup 😄. I had these sweet cherries 🍒. They were good. I don't think I've had a sweet cherry in a while. Cherry pie 🥧would be good with them. I think thats what I’ll bake😋!