My mind has been bouncing around several things lately.
I crave to have a Dominant to submit too. To explore and push my boundaries. Let’s discover how deeply my submission goes. To guide me to my true self.
I need the softer, sweeter Daddy aspects but I also crave that ‘hard ass’ Master to lead me to the depths of my heart’s desire. To mold me into the submissive I am to become.
Although, I want this more than almost anything, it is not something I can give to just anyone. I need real, open and honest. I need communication and openness that flows freely between the two of us. I need effort and consistency.
I know things happen and can disrupt things from time to time but I am talking about overall effort and consistency. You can’t flip the script and expect me not to adjust accordingly.
My past makes picking up on subtle changes easily and this impacts me greatly. I am a single mom and for the last year I lived in a situation where I had very minimal help with anything. I have never really had anybody I could consistently depend on to be there for me. So it will take work and I know it will be hard for me as well. I may seem wishy washy but it is extremely difficult to accept happy, good, healthy and safe.
Can you see past these flaws and complications to take us both where we want to be? Can you be my Daddy and my Master? Will you fill the empty place inside that can only be filled by my submission?