Questions and no answers

So I took a step away from here. Tucking this side back in the box. Life and responsibilities got in the way and trying to have both made not having this worse. 
So I was like I’ll stick to the vanilla world. Find some friends expand my circle. As hanging out started leading to more I’ve held to my boundaries and approached it with the transparent honesty I found here. I told him early in things about my sub tendencies and he didn’t run screaming nor did he start pushing for a dynamic. We’ve just be cruising along. It had gotten to the point where my Little side was peeking out more and more. We had a conversation about what our ideal relationship would look like and I told him everything. And I asked him to be my Daddy and to my ecstatic surprise it was like a switch flipped and he went full Daddy Dom on my ass. To say I’m on cloud 9 is an understatement… I just hope I can stay brave and truly learn how to live without the chaos I’m used to.