Do I sometimes wish I could wake up every morning and look forward to serving my Dominant. I do. But that isn’t my reality. Instead, I cherish the time we do spend together.
When I hear his voice it both calms and excites me. I find my mind constantly wandering to the times we are together and I smile. My body remembers his touch. The mere thought of him has my body reacting. Unfortunately, my mind has a habit of thinking of him at the most inconvenient of times. Not a fun thing to become aroused in the middle of a meeting or while working out in the gym, or while grocery shopping.
At these times, I have to laugh at myself and think how in the world did I go from hosting charity events to becoming this needy little tramp whose mind wanders constantly to being my Dominant’s personal toy? 🤭 And realizing I am so much happier now.