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These are my poems and short stories that come to me. I doubt I will post regularly, but I will start here.
6 hours ago. Sunday, July 12, 2026 at 10:22 AM

It was my third assignment for the Cohol Tribune. My boss thought it would be best for me to go and interview an upcoming environmentalist, named Caleb. Stewart. I didn't realize I would need to travel to Scotland for this interview.

I was on the next flight to Scotland to the most rural area you could imagine.  Once I arrived in the town closest to the address I was given to meet him. I felt like I could slow down a little. The town was quiet, but the people walking past me kept looking at me. I don't like sticking out like a sore thumb.

I was wearing comfortable designer clothes, but everybody else was wearing casual clothes. They had on t-shirts and jeans. It's just leisure wear. I decided that I needed to blend in more and not be so much of a New Yorker.

I checked into the little B&B in town and went through my bags to find a pair of jeans. I packed my Dockers just in case it rained, and yeah, I decided on a white shirt since it was a nice 80° day with a light breeze.

The sky was so bright and blue. The bluest I've ever seen it put a smile on my face.  There's less pollution here than in the cities, so the sky is clearer. I called one of the black tops, that's what they call cabs over there, and I made my way to Hindle Farms.

I wasn't sure what to expect, but I was surprised by the amount of acreage on the farm. The cab dropped me off in front of a beautiful 4-bedroom house. It must have been built…. I don't know about the late 1900s. There was a flower bed that wrapped around the house and a trellis around the front door. With the vines intertwined all through it.

I knocked on the door, and nobody answered. I decided to walk around now. I know this is wrong because in the States, people walk around your property, and you do not know them; they would pull out a gun on you.  I decided to take my chance and take a walk. 

I found two men arguing out in the field. One, as we now know, is Caleb, and the other was a man who jumped off a tractor-trailer, claiming he hadn't been paid enough and was no longer working unless he received payment immediately.

They seemed unaware that I was behind them, as the argument escalated beyond just raised voices.  That's when I whistled to get their attention. 

Both men looked at me as if I sprouted two heads.

The man who jumped off the tractor stormed off past me as Caleb watched him go. Then Caleb's sight was on me.

"Lassy. Whit urr ye daein' oan mah property? ah didnae expect a'body tae be 'ere th'day. Sae, unless ye hae a guid damn reason how come you’re oan private property, ah advise ye tae gang back whaur ye cam from." 

Usually, I would turn on the charm, but seeing that he had just gotten into an argument with the other guy. He was not up for the New York experience.

"You're Caleb Stewart. My name is…"

He stopped me right there and shot me a glare as if he did not want to hear what my name was.

"Again. Yer oan private property. Ah dinnae care whit yer name is; ah hae a lot o' wirk tae dae. In a short amount o' time, 'n' unless ye ken howfur tae take the motor a tractor, yer o' na uise tae me. Please leave?”

That's the second time he told me to leave. But what he did not understand was that when I'm on assignment, I need to get the story. I'm going to get the story.  Standing right in front of him and staring him in the eyes. Eyes the color of warm honey. I began to unbutton my white shirt, revealing that I had a sleeveless white undershirt underneath. I tied it around my waist, climbed up on the tractor, and started it.

I gave him a look as if to ask What did you want done? He was in shock. He yelled at me to get down. Once I put the tractor in gear, that was it. I worked tirelessly for two hours clearing a field, assuming that's what needed to be done, based on what I could gauge from the other guy's work. 

Once I was done, I turned off the tractor and I hopped down. I went looking for Caleb and found that he was in the barn taking care of some of the animals. I walked up to him and said, "My name is Renee Andrews. I was sent here to interview you from New York."

He continued taking care of the animals and did not look at me once.

"I was sent to get an interview on this new experiment that you have. To rejuvenate the soil. Can I have that interview?"

He mumbled something about 'A'm juist a jimmy '

Caleb turned around and walked past me.

I grabbed his arm and said, "What?"

That was when I realized what the issue was. He could not take his eyes off what I was wearing. The temperature ratcheted up 90 degrees. The sweat soaked through my top, and I still had a sheen of sweat on my body.

I was breathing hard from something other than me walking across the field in the heat. I must have been a sight. My hair, I knew, was a curly brown mess all over the place. I had tried it once I started working, but anyone with curly hair knows that it will not be tamed.

"Wid ye lik' dinner ?" he asked.

That caught me off guard? 

"How do you know how to drive a tractor?" He asked, looking into my eyes, and he swallowed back whatever else he was going to say.

His tone is different. "Just because I am from New York does not mean I grew up there. I was raised on a farm, and I know my way around equipment." 

He seemed to have more respect for me now. Without waiting for my yes for dinner, he walked towards the house, and I followed. Looking at his walk and how he held himself, you can see that he was a man who knew who he was and was confident in who he is.

He held the door open to the house, and at a glance, I could tell that an older person decorated the house. It does not seem like something that I would see in a late twenty, almost thirty-year-old would live in.

He caught me assessing and said, "This wis mah fowk hame, 'n' ah didnae see th' need tae chaynge anything." 

"I did not say…"

"Lassy. yer eyes said a lot in a short period o' time. Are ye sure yer cut oot tae be a reporter? yi''ll need tae wirk oan yer poker face."

Again, he caught me off guard, and I started to laugh.

"Th' bath is up th' stairs to the richt if yi'll want tae freshen up. Food will be ready in a bit."

Conversations and Time

We talked into the night. He gave me the interview, and then we just talked about how hard life is on a farm, how people judge you when you do not act as people expect. He pulled out a bottle of gin. He said he liked the notes of elderberry and flowers in it. Made from a local distillery. 

He offered, and I nodded yes. Then things started to turn in another direction. I noticed things that I had tried to avoid. He had hair with a red hue at the tips, and his nose had a slight deviation to it, which made him look hard, not soft. His lips were neither thin nor full. A pair of lips that held a promise to be hard yet tender.

The conversation turned to "Is thare someone waiting fur you in New York"?" then "Tis late, ye kin bade in a guest bedroom."

There is one thing about me. I don't like wasting time on trivial things, like the "I want to get to know you." I knew I was attracted the moment he yelled at me.

I stood up from the couch and moved to the lounge chair. I leaned over and kissed him. Caleb must have been alone for a while because he kissed me like I was water, and he hadn't had a drink in a long time.

I broke the kiss and suggested that we take it to the bedroom. He smiled and said he had a better idea. He grabbed the gin and the glasses then led me to the back of his house. It had a small barn/shed.

Once he opened it and led me inside. Well there was a jacuzzi and steam room. In my mind all I could think of was never believe what you see at first glance.

He put down the glasses and gin and waited.

“I thought you Scott’s where aggressively passionate.”

“You he’rd that? You started dis.finish it”

Lets just say a lot went on in that barn. 

That night was more than just gin, but of longing for connection.

Bar

"Then what happened?" Elaine asked.

"We spent a week together, and he wanted me to stay. I said I wanted my career, and as hard as it was, he let go." I told them.

“No, I mean detail the sex, the body, the….” Elaine said with too much interest.

"Girl, the way he is looking at you. He did not let you go. Elaine behave, you know how writers are, they let you use your imagination." Joni said

I glanced at Caleb and remembered our first night together, and I smiled.

"Choose him," Elaine said

"Don't you dare. You got three other shot glasses, and I need the stories behind those." Alex said. Sebastian second.

This was going to be a long night.

20 hours ago. Saturday, July 11, 2026 at 8:30 PM

 


Quick description


Come with me on a journey of choices. This story is going to follow the main character, Reese. Not everyone has these decisions to make in life, but what if you had to choose? What would you decide?

 

I would be telling you a lie, if I stated that I did not need a night out with my friends. Work is the usual hectic mess that it is. The peace and serenity that I crave at home has lost its meaning since the new tenants above me have a tendency to make the majority of the noise when I am ready to fall asleep.  

 

To be honest with myself I just need to be around people who know me. The real me.


 When I received the text message that the gang was getting together to blow off some steam I was the first one to respond, ” hell yeah and what time?”


 The minute work was over, I decided to Uber it to my place so I will have enough time to get myself together.  I was excited because we all have busy lives and it's been a long time since we were able to get together.


 The group consisted of  the six of us. Myself, Joni, Alex, Sebastian, Elaine and Turner. We all met in college at a group fundraiser. It's funny because I can not for the life of me remember what that fundraiser was for because the six of us decided that it would be more fun to head out to one of the  fraternity parties.


Once the Uber dropped me off at my place.I dashed up the stairs to my front door. I live in a two-family brownstone in New York. Being that I am a renowned journalist in one of the most sought after publications I was able to purchase the first level of the house.


Looking at my watch I see that I have an hour and a half to pull myself together. Tossing my bag on the counter and kicking off my shoes in the living area as I sprinted to my bedroom in which I proceeded to break the record for the fastest office casual to late night fierceness.


Forty five minutes and three nicks later I was ready to go.  My cell rang and it flashed Joni’s name.


“Hey I am leaving right now. What is the name of the Bar again?” I said as I was calling an Uber.


Joni was laughing and I can hear Alex in the background. “ The King’s Roof. You are missing what is happening.” She said still laughing


“Is everyone there already?”


“No, It’s just me and Alex.” She said then I heard the ding that the ride had been accepted.


“I am on my way.” I said and hung up the call.


The King’s Roof Bar


The bar was packed due to the live entertainment. The Pro’s were playing and they were amazing.


We all finally made it and after a few drinks in I felt more relaxed than I had in days.


“Excuse me.” A voice said from behind me. The waitress had a tray of four shot glasses that she placed in front of me.


“There are six of us.” I told her. She smiled at me and I swore she was sizing me up.


“These four glasses are for you. If you look at the bar. I will point out who sent what.”


My friends stopped talking and just stared at me. 


“What?” I asked them.


“The Gin is from the man at the far corner of the bar, The one with the curly brown hair and green shirt. The Bourbon is from the gentleman  with the suit jacket and is sporting a nice goatee. The  whisky is from the one with the white shirt, shaved head and the most amazing blue eyes you have ever seen and finally the tequila is from the hot woman at the other end of the bar. I guess whichever shot glass you choose, will be the one that will come to you.” The waitress said as she kept smiling.


“Personally if I were you I would choose two. Night is young right.” she said then walked away. I looked at my friends and if the music was not playing you would hear a pin drop.


“What?” I said again


“Spill the beans. Four shot glasses. Four amazingly hot people want you and they are all here.”


Feeling uncomfortable with all eyes on me I decided that I would share.


“I know all four of them and I have no idea what they are trying to do.” I said as I looked at the bar. They must have been watching me because I met their eyes as well. 


“Girls, do not drink any of them right now. Take a sip of my drink and start from the beginning because whoever you don’t choose I am taking them home.” Alex said


“Alex, really? The only one you would have a chance with is the tequila and I know you want one of the guys.”


“One could only hope. Now spill. Start with the Gin. He looks cozy.” Elaine said as she eyeballed him for the tenth time.


I took a deep breath and said, “That would be Caleb Stewart.”


“Caleb Stewart? I remember that name.” Turner said


“He’s the guy I met in Scotland. The guy who wanted a commitment.” 


They all looked at me as if I was nuts to not jump at the chance.


“Spill it. I need to know what has been going on.” Joni said as she motioned for the waitress to return and ordered some food.


“Alright I hope you guys are ready.” I said and began with Caleb.

1 week ago. Sunday, July 5, 2026 at 1:00 PM

Why do you do that

Stretch and present yourself

Do you not know danger

 

Salivation

White knuckle grip

Shred of control

 

Breathing in essence

Only you possess

To torment me

 

You created this

This monster

This lurking…idiot

 

Prey goal is

Self preservation

Run….Damn you

 

Run!!!

 

 

 

1 week ago. Monday, June 29, 2026 at 6:12 PM

Dear future subby

There are a few things you need to know

If you want to be

my one and only

For the night

 

You got the 9-5

Well baby so do I

So don’t be thinking I’ll be home

Crying out my eyes

 

You’re never off the hook

Your name is in the book

Get on your knees

Get

get on your knees

 

You got to learn

To treat me like a Domme

Even if I’m acting crazy

Tell me that you’ ll survive

 

You want to have my time

I wonder if you climb

Get on the cross

Cause I am the boss

You have to learn that

When I give you orders

You have to follow

I’ll make everything

All right

2 weeks ago. Wednesday, June 24, 2026 at 8:48 PM

When I tell you that my mouth is reckless

Don’t always assume it is for pleasant things

There are times when my mouth and my thoughts

Are on a volatile level.

When they created the abbreviation F.A.F.O

They had to have me in mind

Don’t act like you're too good to be taken down

Several steps, and then shoved down the rest.

Many times, I have been told to calm down

Breathe and think before you say what you are going to say

Did you think?

Na, you didn’t, time to stop breathing.

 If you do not understand

Your assumptions, accusations,

Your hidden lecherous lies

Trying to lure them to say goodbye

Is crossing a line

It was a matter of time

Secrets are revealed

Your covert operation is blown

You want all eyes on you?

Well, now they are.

Say something and mean it.

Make sure you're secure in your truth

Because when I come out with my truth

You will feel every syllable. Consonant and vowel

In living fuckin color

Cut The Shit

3 weeks ago. Monday, June 15, 2026 at 5:06 PM

 

Hello and welcome to the second episode of the female Dom’s introduction to the cage. As per the title, we are going to talk about feet licking.

 

I am not opposed to having my feet licked but when you send me a message entitled, I want to lick your feet, It makes me believe that you do not want to dom. You just want a body that you can play with.

 

If this is so, you need to  go out and find a foot mistress. They are out there. I am not here to be your pacifier. Again, I did not put in my profile that I was one. I will not act as if I do not like my feet worshipped. It is and will always be worshipped by who I choose. (My subs)

 

I can go into detail of what I like. Still, that is not for you. So, in response of your inquiry, can I lick your feet? No, you may not. Try your hand with another Dom but I will tell you, you will not get one little piggy on, in or near that mouth of yours.

 

That is, it for this episode. Hope to see you in the next episode entitled Talk To Me!

1 month ago. Friday, June 12, 2026 at 2:12 PM

 

 

Hello everyone and welcome to The female Dom’s introduction to the cage. Meet the female Dom we are speaking about. My name is Mistress Fine and I have just recently joined the cage.

Normally I am not this outspoken in the beginning. But certain things have been happening and it behooved me to start writing this blog.

There have been many propositions since I've been on and even though I say that I have my hands full at the moment. It does not deter the most eager of Subs.

Let’s begin

On day 2 of being on the cage I was greeted with a message in my inbox. I opened it and it said, “ I'm willing to be your sub but I am not going to pay you for it. It is ridiculous to pay for something that you do naturally.”

I sat there staring at the e-mail thinking, “WTF?”

What a way to introduce yourself. If you would have read my profile, I had stated nothing about being a findom. The assumption that I will take your money left me gob smacked. I have nothing against findom’s. That is what they do and that is what they like. There are those who absolutely enjoy giving it all away to them.

But to assume that I am like the other is ridiculous. An easy “hi, how are you? How was your day?” Would have come across much better than what was presented. So, if you get a non-response, you should sit back and think, “was it something I said? Was my approach all wrong? Did I make her to be a villain that turned me down because I did not want to give my money to them.”

My advice to you if you have been jaded in this situation. Maybe you should sit back and take a moment before you approach your next female dom. She may not be as nice as me and honestly you caught me on a good day, because I can be really, really rude.

Hope to see you in the next episode. It will be entitled “I want to lick your feet.”

1 month ago. Tuesday, June 9, 2026 at 9:48 AM

“No, Laney we are going to...”

[Before I can even think she had her hands twisting my nipples and I was getting so hard.]

Justin I know you missed me. Have you been keeping it real tight for me? Or were you loose and gave it away to someone else.

[She said this whispering in my ear and she knows damn well I don't give my ass to anyone. The last time I had any kind of play in that area was the last time I picked up rent. She made me think of things that I never thought about doing before.]

“I have not...”

You can't even say it huh? So that hole is all mine. You know I have this special lube that I want to use...

“We have to come up with some rules because this is going fast and yes I want this but...”

[Well they moved her hands from my nipples and slowly her nails went down to my bulging cock. She started to massage her on the outside of my shorts and my body is just on its own reacting to her. Laney was eerily quiet. She opened my shorts and instead of continuing to massage my cock she started to squeeze my ass.]

Just relax you know I'm going to make you feel real good. We'll start off slow as usual and one finger until your…

“Laney”

Come on Justin you can always tell me to back off and as much as I don't want to, I will.

“I'm not used to this. I am always in control of the situation”

That's why I'm here baby to make you lose control. Just relax and just take it in.  Don't you want me in. Remember the counter?

[Justin remembers the counter and how she was saying so many dirty things to him as she not only taking his V card (anally)  but blew his mind that he would even enjoy it.]

 Come with me and lie down on the couch. We must get you where I want you.

(third and final is coming)

1 month ago. Tuesday, June 9, 2026 at 8:43 AM

Come here puppy. I haven't taken care of you in a very, very long time. And it seems my little beasty is rearing it's ravenous head. I've noticed you have not come to collect the rent. Is it because the last time I had you bent over the counter? Can I help that your adorability just draws this little beast out.

The temperature right now is 80° and you come into my view wearing shorts that shows that ample ass that I like to bite and a T-shirt that will be ripped to shreds.

“You see that is why I do not collect the rent from you anymore. The person I hired to collect the rent up and quit. So I had to come and collect. I am telling you stay away because what happened in the past is not going to happen again. Now can you please hand me the rent.”

You look so yummy right now. Are you sure you didn't have a good time the last time you visited me to get the rent? I mean your body was like yes and your mouth was saying Oh my God. That sounds like a good time to me.

“Laney please let me get the rent.”

It's on the counter

“The last time you said it was on the counter I was completely naked. I think we need to keep this professional, so can you go and get me the money.”

All right.

[As Laney walked over to the counter. Justin watched her walk away as he  use to do when he collected the rent. Several thoughts ran across his mind. 1) it is way early and no one would know. 2) the last time they had their encounter he dreamed about it for months. 3) he is completely free from any obligations for the next few hours. 4) she's the only one he allowed to touch him the way she did. 5) the most important of them all. He's single not like last time.]

Click

Ohh is that the door closing or was I just dreaming that you finally stepped inside.

“Laney let me be clear about this. You caught me off guard the last time and I allowed you to take advantage of me because you seemed to be in a weird state of mind. But that's not how it's going to go this time.”

Ohh?

[Laney turned to him with fire in her eyes and stalked him as if he was an enemy and she what's going to take him down. Justin remembered how ravenous she was the last time and was prepared to counteract and take control. But what she did threw him off. She leaned in and instead of capturing his mouth for a kiss, she went to his throat bit and sucked it. The woman has so many different tactics to unravel him. She pulled back off his skin with a pop and stared him in his eyes]

Justin, you think I have not been keeping track of you. I know you're not with anyone so my beast is going to mark you, not only on your neck. On your nipples, in the center of your chest, around your belly button, The V where your hips are, and I'm going to suck so hard it on the tip of your cock you're going to beg for me to stop. But I won't because I want it to be so sensitive that when I take you inside you're going to say “What the fuck.”

 

(to be continued..)

1 month ago. Saturday, June 6, 2026 at 9:29 PM

Lust is a very fickle task master

Not needing to follow protocol

Go by the rules

Fuck the rules

Lust wants what it wants

The obstacle is not really an obstacle

The wall was never that high

Your uncertain of my motives

Relax

My motive is to take you

Over &

Over &

And over again

Is that clear enough

You doubt if I can fulfill

I doubt your confidence

Your bravado is telling

Why hesitate?

Thoughts will make you miss it

Miss the moment

The offer is fleeting

Lust is not bound to you

It is a ravenous animal

Unrestained

Uncontrolled

It follows where the eyes lead

Keep its focus

Give in

You want to