What does this say about me if I tell you that I want to be the monster
the one that watches you crumble
the one that tests your walls until it finds the crack
the one that wants to allow you to know you're done before
You know that saying that damaged people gravitate to damaged people
I cannot recall when I became that monster
So many things have occurred
The darkness just latched on
It's twisted
turned
dug in so deep
You couldn't find the initial route to pull if you want it
Now I sit back and watch the crumbling
I recognize the fear
I realize where exactly to push
I recognize you are moving forward
To step one step back
I should feel insulted.
You come to me after another monster has tainted you.....
(There is more to this, but it will be in my BDSM poetry book coming out in 2026)