Why do you do that
Stretch and present yourself
Do you not know danger
Salivation
White knuckle grip
Shred of control
Breathing in essence
Only you possess
To torment me
You created this
This monster
This lurking…idiot
Prey goal is
Self preservation
Run….Damn you
Run!!!
When I tell you that my mouth is reckless
Don’t always assume it is for pleasant things
There are times when my mouth and my thoughts
Are on a volatile level.
When they created the abbreviation F.A.F.O
They had to have me in mind
Don’t act like you're too good to be taken down
Several steps, and then shoved down the rest.
Many times, I have been told to calm down
Breathe and think before you say what you are going to say
Did you think?
Na, you didn’t, time to stop breathing.
If you do not understand
Your assumptions, accusations,
Your hidden lecherous lies
Trying to lure them to say goodbye
Is crossing a line
It was a matter of time
Secrets are revealed
Your covert operation is blown
You want all eyes on you?
Well, now they are.
Say something and mean it.
Make sure you're secure in your truth
Because when I come out with my truth
You will feel every syllable. Consonant and vowel
In living fuckin color
Cut The Shit
What does this say about me if I tell you that I want to be the monster
the one that watches you crumble
the one that tests your walls until it finds the crack
the one that wants to allow you to know you're done before
You know that saying that damaged people gravitate to damaged people
I cannot recall when I became that monster
So many things have occurred
The darkness just latched on
It's twisted
turned
dug in so deep
You couldn't find the initial route to pull if you want it
Now I sit back and watch the crumbling
I recognize the fear
I realize where exactly to push
I recognize you are moving forward
To step one step back
I should feel insulted.
You come to me after another monster has tainted you.....
(There is more to this, but it will be in my BDSM poetry book coming out in 2026)