Hank and I have been doing deep thinking and coming to terms with something since we last wrote a blog...
Alot had happened in the past few weeks, some of it good and some of it wasn't so much. I did come out landing on my face.. Being not good enough for someone or someones is a hard pill to swallow. Trying to make yourself fit into something just to make others happy is not also a healthy thing to do.
I get it I have a past and I have demons but that doesn't mean I'm not ready for a relationship or love. I am, fully yet apparently my voice does not count, I don't know what I want, I don't belong with a Daddy or anything else. Like I have a brain and I have a voice, so why is that not good enough? I know myself worth.
I'm just tired of not being good enough for people, that my heart and love is not good enough. That me as a person is not good enough...
Violet and Hank ???