Day 2
April 8, 2026
2:34am
I can't sleep right now due to the turmoil of the States today. I will try to be brief. Yesterday I had work just the normal closing the store. Time runs fast when you are enjoying laughs with coworkers. Anyway in the personal life, I am almost done paying off 3 of the loans and been very consistent in paying my credit cards. Mainly buying clearance items instead of the full price items. I also have been eliminating memberships I rarely use. It helps out a lot. I was sick for a few weeks so my fitness was off the table so I have to get back in the habit of it again. A male friend of mine will call Hood contacted me. He asked me why I haven't talked to him the longest. I told him I have been focused on myself and have no more words left to say for him. I can't wait for someone who expects me to put 90% of the work when you are only willing to do 10% of it. I am still seeking my dream dom sometimes I see him in my dreams. He always yanking on my red collar or he is teaching me something important but I am falling asleep from his lessons and being spanked with his big strong hands of his on my big juicy butt of mine. I wish the men in society were like the Scottish men. Especially if they act like my favorite influencer when he talks about pinning women to castle walls. I wonder how good that would feel if I was pinned on those same walls with just strappy lingerie. I better get some sleep, I need to work out in the morning and do some desperately needed self care