My Journey finding my dream daddy dom

Today was full of funny mishaps. For starters, my communicator was dead silent for 3 hours only to find out. I wasn't connected to the system and needed to be connected to hear every bulletin and reminder of our goals. Then I had to clean up gummy bears near my department and didn't realize it was opened at the bottom until I saw a trail of gummy bears towards my counter. After work, I picked up my order from Dave's hot chicken and left for home only to remember that I left it at the restaurant . So I had to double back to the restaurant to get it. Then, there was water in my lunchbox meaning my bottled water wasn't screwed back on properly. And i bought two of the same tanktop from my plus size store: Torrid. They were final sale. So there is no need to blame the store. It is my mistake for not looking at the order carefully before placing the order. Loki is very clever in his own way but I am so bored with the foreplay. I want action. I want to feel the different sensations. I want physical closeness and intimacy. I am so tired of begging, hoping, wanting my dream daddy dom to just take me deeply, possessively, hungrily ravage me till my legs shake and my eyes roll back. I want a dream daddy dom to put me in my place but satisfy my every depraved fantasies especially the one where they use a conservative woman getting manhandled her. I better go to sleep. Now I am falling asleep.