9:39pm
April 21, 2026
Today I finally washed my walls and it looks amazing. I shaved my cunt smooth. I have been talking to this guy. We will refer to him as Aiken. He works with horses. I envy him since I always wanted to learn to ride a horse especially bareback. he is a hopeless romantic and is very sweet. He kind of repeats his words and questions a lot like he has memory loss or something but he is still so cute. He is already talking about putting a collar on me while i am servicing him; meanwhile another dom we will call Mjolnir is planning a trip to the states just to get his rocks off and see the sights. Some of these doms don't understand that my submission isn't automatically given it is earned. Something that I feel is being forgotten in society today. Men actually want to put in the work to obtain something anymore and have the pure blissful feeling of accomplishing it from their own merits? Or does lowering the bar till it is at the earth's core is enough to make men feel like doing the bare minimum as some kind of grand prize? Anyway I am struggling to figure out what new cookie recipe I should do to fill my cute Hello Kitty cookie jar. I was thinking of making brownie cookies or maybe twix cookies. I haven't decide what to make yet. Aiken is the type of guy that is crossing all of my boxes but it is kind of funny I never see him smile. Maybe it is a guy thing not to smile in their profiles but I still love how he makes me feel special and seen. I feel like both parts of me my vanilla side i call Eve and my kink side I call Ledusa can finally have a place to rest. At least I hope so. I better go I open the store tomorrow.