Here for me this time around

Anything can be kinky if you’re creative enough….

I had a conversation yesterday that started out as comical, but as I went to bed last night, it hit in a different way.  We were discussing my current state of neediness and it was brought to my attention that I have the battery operated means to fix that. I explained that none of them were charged.  I was jokingly called naughty.  My response was that I am completely unsupervised.  

It was a silly, funny response at the time, but then it hit me that I am unsupervised.   There is no one to remind me or give a task to do these things anymore.  No one that cares if my toys are ready for them to use. No one to check to make sure that I am taking care of myself. No one to make proud that I am a good girl. 

So what do I do about this? I will be more diligent in doing these things for myself. 

I am unsupervised….but oh the possibilities!

Soft, ticklish movement on my thighs wakes me. You must feel me stir and immediately whisper “ssshhh baby, let Daddy play.”  You part my legs and slide a finger to my instantly wet entrance.  You delicately circle, but never push in.   Just as I catch Your rhythm, You trace a path to my clit and the sweet sensation makes me moan and lift my hips.  “Hold still baby, good little fuck toys don’t move”, You growl.  

I can be Daddy’s good little fuck toy, or at least try.   

Is it me or did I just get a sex toy as a Christmas gift from my place of work?   🤭

Can you guess what my favorite color is? 

While it’s cutsie that they all match, it’s a bitch when you don’t have your contacts in or glasses on and need to grab a specific toy from the toy box and it’s buried under all the pink.  Trust me.  🤨

The last time I took this trip to visit family, you were with me on the phone the whole way there and back. We laughed and talked and I felt so close to you.

 You asked me to be your submissive and I was over the moon with happiness.  That trip began our silly adventures together with my first tasks.  How do I make this trek and not think of you? 

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone
You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love
And not feel your rain
Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am, and I stand
So tall, just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

Do you want me on my knees for you, head bowed, waiting to obey your every desire?

Make me.

Make me want to reach for the phone to see your good morning message.

Make me feel heard and seen with your attention

Make me feel cared for and cherished with your constant check ins

Make me feel safe with your patience and understanding 

Make me want to share my day with you because you have shared yours with me 

Make me less anxious by being a consistent presence. 

Make me vulnerable and soft  by leading with calm 

Make me hate to put the phone down at night for all of your praise and sweet words 

Go ahead…..make me

    Northern lights are a sweet treat tonight