Can you guess what my favorite color is?
While it’s cutsie that they all match, it’s a bitch when you don’t have your contacts in or glasses on and need to grab a specific toy from the toy box and it’s buried under all the pink. Trust me. 🤨
The last time I took this trip to visit family, you were with me on the phone the whole way there and back. We laughed and talked and I felt so close to you.
You asked me to be your submissive and I was over the moon with happiness. That trip began our silly adventures together with my first tasks. How do I make this trek and not think of you?
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone
You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love
And not feel your rain
Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am, and I stand
So tall, just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me
Do you want me on my knees for you, head bowed, waiting to obey your every desire?
Make me.
Make me want to reach for the phone to see your good morning message.
Make me feel heard and seen with your attention
Make me feel cared for and cherished with your constant check ins
Make me feel safe with your patience and understanding
Make me want to share my day with you because you have shared yours with me
Make me less anxious by being a consistent presence.
Make me vulnerable and soft by leading with calm
Make me hate to put the phone down at night for all of your praise and sweet words
Go ahead…..make me
Northern lights are a sweet treat tonight
A much needed time away with the most beautiful women I know. These women have been my strength through struggling times and my cheerleaders during life’s wins. They heal me and bring me back to myself.
We are tucked into the sweetest older home on the outskirts of a quaint little town in Indiana. The guest book tells the story of the family that built this house and all of the love that was made and shared through the years. You can feel it too, it’s almost palpable. I, of course, am up early, as I don’t ever really sleep. I have been able to explore the house and grounds with my cup of coffee and camera in these early morning hours.
I am feeling love and peace and calm as I sit here and wait for the girls to wake up and enjoy the cinnamon rolls that just came out of the oven. They smell so good that I may not be able to keep out of them. No one will notice one missing. 😊
She’s not difficult. She’s just protective of her peace.
When a submissive’s been through enough hurt, she doesn’t hand over trust easily.
She studies your tone.
She pays attention to how you react when she’s vulnerable.
She notices the difference between control and care.
Don’t call her guarded and then give her more reasons to be.
Show her what safety feels like.
When she sees consistency, her walls start to lower on their own.
When she feels peace, obedience stops feeling like risk.
That’s when the real dynamic begins.
Not when she submits, but when she finally feels safe enough to.
Mr & Mrs Hellhound
As I read and work on healing from my recent release from a dynamic, I am coming across terms that I haven’t seen before. Fawning would be one of them. Maybe it’s just a revamped name for old issues to draw attention to it, but it caught my eye.
Not every Dominant will understand every type of submission — and that’s okay.
Brats. Service subs. Littles. Pets. Rope bunnies. Caregivers. Masochists. Obedience-focused subs. Sensual submissives. The list goes on.
Each one speaks a different dialect of the same language.
And if you don’t speak that dialect — it’s okay to say so.
What’s not okay is pretending you do…
Or misinterpreting someone’s submission as something it’s not.
A brat teasing you isn’t being “disrespectful.”
A service sub asking for structure isn’t being “needy.”
A little looking for regulation isn’t “trying to be a child.”
They’re all just speaking in the way they know how to connect.
But if you don’t understand that way — and they don’t explain it clearly — wires get crossed.
And suddenly someone feels rejected, unsafe, or shut down without meaning to be.
That’s why communication matters more than chemistry.
Before you label someone “too much,” “too silly,” “too cold,” or “too needy”… ask:
“Is this a type of submission I don’t understand yet?”
And if it is — say so.
You’re not required to understand every kink dynamic.
You are responsible for how you respond when it doesn’t match your own.
Respect starts with this:
“I may not understand your submission style, but I won’t shame you for it.”
And if you’re the one being misunderstood?
It’s okay to say:
“This is the kind of dynamic I thrive in. If that doesn’t fit you, I’d rather know now.”
That’s not rejection. That’s compatibility.
And honoring that is how we protect the lifestyle and the people in it.
Mr and Mrs Hellbound.
sharing my morning reading
