I had a conversation yesterday that started out as comical, but as I went to bed last night, it hit in a different way. We were discussing my current state of neediness and it was brought to my attention that I have the battery operated means to fix that. I explained that none of them were charged. I was jokingly called naughty. My response was that I am completely unsupervised.
It was a silly, funny response at the time, but then it hit me that I am unsupervised. There is no one to remind me or give a task to do these things anymore. No one that cares if my toys are ready for them to use. No one to check to make sure that I am taking care of myself. No one to make proud that I am a good girl.
So what do I do about this? I will be more diligent in doing these things for myself.
I am unsupervised….but oh the possibilities!