I played with a kinky hypnosis the other night - (please be aware of all the risks if you are tempted to try - R.I.S.K after all ). I needed something to help me centreand help sleep so I used a particular track refered to as a "Slave Meditation". I cannot remember the fine details which is the point afterall except for some simple statements.
"A slave has no past, a slave has no future. A slave simply exist in the Present."
I can still recall the pleasure at these words and the image of myself naked, kneeling, hooded and simple. Unconcerned with failures or success, simply 'being' until required, content in the knowledge that such obdience is service.
This has stayed with me. I've reflected on it. It has brought me back to the core of submissive nature. why I find the notion of Master and slave so compelling. I need the absolute, the unequivocal.