I've been "healing" for over 2 years from allowing someone to tear me to shreds. I allowed him to take away every ounce of self love I've amassed over the years. I put "healing" in quotes because I'm not sure if that's what I've been doing. Or what I've done.
When does the healing process end? I feel like I'm continuously circling the drain, never completely reaching it. I'm frustrated now that my progress seems to have reached a plateau.
Some of you know my journey, many of you have helped me along this journey. Thank you all for your love and support! ❤️
Is it over yet? I still don't feel like the happy, carefree, bubbly person I was before him. But is that truly where I should be? Or, is this the new me? A bit more cautious. A bit more skeptical. A bit more reserved. Less happy, less fun ???♀️
I'm not sure what the next step is, but I know I don't feel complete. I don't feel whole. But I can't continue going around in circles with no plan or destination ahead.
For those who have been through this before, do I keep trying to get back to who I was before, or do I move forward to recreate a whole new me?
I'm confused. I need advice from others who have made it through this. What will help me out the most? I'm at a loss. ?