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My Journey to finding me ...
5 years ago. August 6, 2019 at 1:13 AM

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy. If there be any truer measure of a man than by what he does, it is by what he gives." 

It's been a day of reflection ... 

Since coming to the Cage, I have met so many different people. Some have treated me rudely, some have done some real hurt to my heart and shaken me to my core. This isn't about them.

This blog ... is for the people I have met who deserve to be acknowledged for having been a very big part of my growth.

Some have been protectors / mentors / advisors that have helped me grow as a submissive and as a woman. Some have become so very close they are like family to me. Where, under whatever circumstance we met, have been so profound, they have become a part of my soul. 

All I was trying to do is find myself like everyone else here. Maybe again that's kind of the point.

Maybe the truth is I'm really not so ordinary. Maybe if we knew what other people were thinking, we would know that no one is ordinary. 

The people I'm talking about (you know who you are) .. are EXTRAORDINARY people!! And I am so very grateful for you every day and could not imagine my life without you in it now. And I just want you to know that. 

We all deserve our standing ovation.

My friends do ... for always being there to support me, even amidst their own struggles. 

My mentors do ... for guiding, advising and assuring me.

My Daddy does the most ... for loving me, for being patient with me, for making me laugh and not giving up on anything, especially me.

The last piece is, if you really want to see what people are, all you have to do is look and try to be kind.

So...this is my STANDING OVATION to my very special friends! 

You mean the world to me and I feel privileged to have you in my life. 

You are people of integrity, the cream of the crop ... no one can hold a candle to you ... 

 

I LOVE YOU ALL!

❤❤❤❤❤❤

 

5 years ago. August 5, 2019 at 2:57 PM

Being  submissive is as natural to me as air is to breathe...

 

 

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5 years ago. August 4, 2019 at 5:09 PM

 

 

 

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5 years ago. August 3, 2019 at 2:15 PM

Freedom & Relationship ... 

The words used to look awkward next to one another.

I want you to know, I have never felt such freedom in a relationship, ever. In my entire life. A truth re-created.

I want to share with you that it is the most overwhelming and beautiful feeling I have ever felt. Being loved and respected by someone in a way that embraces your true self, your love of independence, your quirks, ticks and passions. Even your emotional breakdowns and still loves you because that is you.

This fill-up-my-heart-until-tears-spill-from-my-eyes-while-writing-this-blog relationship, I am free, free as I’ll ever be.  And it feels so right.  It is so right to feel this way.

I am free in your love.

 

Thank you Daddy ❤❤❤

5 years ago. August 2, 2019 at 9:56 AM

Ohhhh ... I have been a VERY good girl for Daddy all night!!

... SO. MUCH. FUN. !!! 

Fucking amazing .. is all I can say!!

 

I was all night for Daddy!!

 

Ohhh!! Play we did!!! 

 

We sinned ALOT all night!! 😈

 

I need to get some sleep!! 😏😏😏

 

Goodnight! rather .. good morning! 😈😈😈

 

 

5 years ago. July 31, 2019 at 1:12 PM

Yes I am!!

 

Daddy ... Like never before!!

 

So very true ...

 

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5 years ago. July 30, 2019 at 10:42 AM

All I can think of is how incredibly humbled I am to know and feel how truly cherished I am by my Daddy. He's everything I've ever wanted or needed. I didn't think it was possible to be in a place of such contentment so quickly. Even with chaos around me, he's guiding me closer to him and deeper.

He has truly become essential to my life. I love being His. In everything I do, he is with me. Sharing in the pain I have felt, taking my burdens, as well as the beauty and joy of life. Making me feel safe and comforted. Being my Dom, my Daddy, my best friend. I couldn't ask for a better one.

I've made some very special and genuine friendships and they have been the most profound, and his is the most. Not only because he's my Dom, my Daddy, but because he knows me. And so quickly. He understands me. He understands what I need. He enjoys what I need. He has taken me to heights I never thought possible. We have had some painful moments to face, but his grace has carried us, so we grow together. And together, we have grown. Wrapped in the warmth of his love for me.

He is everything I ever need. He shows me the respect I deserve of Truth, Communication. Love. Laughter. The gift we give each other, His Dominance, my submission, is a gift we both hold dearly.

Thank you for just being you Daddy.

 

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5 years ago. July 30, 2019 at 12:36 AM

Say you love me every waking moment,
Turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
Promise me that all you say is true,
That’s all I ask of you.
And let me be your shelter…Let me be your light;
Then say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime;
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
Anywhere…

... Andrew Lloyd Webber

 

True love is returned in full measure every moment

 

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5 years ago. July 29, 2019 at 9:39 AM

I. AM. DELICIOUSLY. EXHAUSTED!!!!

Daddy has kept me purring (okay .. growling) all day and all night!!!  

Think I'll say goodnight (good morning??) now 😏😏😏

 

 

 

THANK YOU DADDY!!  MM MM GOOD!!!

Haven't felt this great since .. ummm .. ever!!

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😈😈😈😈😈😈😈

 

 

 

5 years ago. July 28, 2019 at 2:53 PM

He: Good morning, babygirl 
me: good morning, Daddy 
He: Did you sleep good? 
me: yes, Daddy 
He: Good. Now spread your legs. Daddy needs His breakfast 

 

Yup...it's been a good start to the day

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