This is the title of a movie I saw in the early 90's (I know..aging myself just a little). I watched it again recently. The storyline is about a man who dies unexpectedly and before he can move on, he must defend his life and the choices he made, before ascending to a higher plain of existence. While there, he meets a woman and falls in love with her. While maybe not one of the classics, it definitely spoke to how I have felt in the past and how I'm feeling at this point in my life.
In the beginning, I thought I was here to have fun with my sexual appetite and kink, and I have had fun!! 😏 But I soon found that this is much more and has become more than just sex. It truly has been a journey of self discovery.
I came to the Cage to learn about myself, my kink, to learn and grow as a submissive and be able to express my thoughts in a safe environment. I have met some wonderful people who will remain close to my heart always. And, like many, a few not so great.
To my surprise, the most wonderful person snuck into my life quite unexpectedly. At the time, I wasn't looking, wasn't interested in talking with anyone except those who were "circling the wagons", surrounding me to get through a painful and uncertain time.
One night though, some how, for some reason, I answered a message and things have grown expenentially since then.
I never thought it was really possible to find someone who would truly understand me, my needs, my desires and still love me. But guess what?! He does! My Daddy does understand me. Not only does he still love me, he encourages the very part of me that I have kept hidden for a lifetime. I have shared things with Him that very few people know.
He is a wonderful man and as I continue to share more with Him, He continues to help break down the walls of my fortress. He makes me feel safe, loved and cherished everyday.
His visit recently was so incredible! Our time together brought us closer and continues to. It really is true that when someone so special is not near you, absence really does make the heart grow fonder ... and my body aches for his touch again!! Everyday, we grow closer and stronger ... more than I EVER thought possible. I love being HIS!
The best thing of all, is I can finally be myself, embrace ME, embrace my needs and desires and know Daddy does not judge me ... there is only acceptance and love. His voice excites and stirs me. But also soothes and calms me.
I am excited for the future and want to run towards it and all it's possibilities.
Daddy is showing me every day, I no longer need to defend my life.
7 weeks until I will be in his arms again!!
I am counting the days!
❤❤❤
