As I sit at my desk, I find my eyes fixated on a paper weight my son gave to me when he was little. It's a butterfly, wings spread wide, encased in glass. It is beautiful. Her wings are unique in shape, beautiful colours and looks very graceful. My mind is drifting.
In one of my first blogs, I mentioned how I felt like a caterpiller. How inch by inch, I will get closer to where and who I am meant to be, guided by the light I could see far off in the distance. Finding my place in the world, discovering me and all I am. The pathway to that light has been the shedding of the confines of my cocoon, becoming that beautiful butterfly I spoke of when I began my journey.
Beautiful in it's shape, beautiful in colours, beautiful wings to take flight with.
I've been going through this metamorphasis for awhile now ... growing as woman, growing to reach my potential as the submissive I am meant to be. It has been exciting, painful, exhilarating and terrifying all at the same time. Even though the really difficult times made me want to give up, walk away, I'm so thankful I didn't.
I feel I have finally shed the last of my cocoon. I no longer need it, nor do I fit within its confines any longer.
I have turned into that beautiful butterly. I have found my wings. When I see my reflection, I see the beautiful submissive I was born to be. The beautiful submissive my Daddy sees. He sees me, He understands me, He accepts me, He knows my potential.
He is helping me learn how to spread my wings and fly. He knows my fears, He guides me. He will lead me.
He has and will continue to help me soar to heights I never thought possible. He reassures He is with me, keeping me safe while I discover just how far my wings can take me.
As we prepare to plan for our future together, I am excited and calm and ready for the next chapter in our lives to begin.
Patience is not one of my strongest virtues (my little is still working on this) 🙄 especially when I can see what's waiting ahead. I want it to be here now, I want to run towards my future ... our future together.
I'm curious to see just how high I can soar ... where my wings will take me. As long as Daddy is leading me, and encouraging me, I will be open to wherever he wants me to fly.
❤❤❤
