Mad on the outside
Lost on the inside
Avoid my reflection
Lacking a general direction
Cant seem to focus
Want to hibernate like a locust
You disgust me
Completley
Yeah I'm talking to you
The asshole in the mirror is rude
Hes never nice to me
Only blindsides me
Always with this bullshit
Well imma have a fucking bitchfit
And if I cant hurt him
How the fuck can I win
Maybe I should play his stupid game
Pretending it could give him fame
Maybe I could take a shortcut
Or would that be an uppercut
This asshole always puts up a fight
Whether it be day or night
But hes stronger than me
And honestly
Is easier to go with the flow
Than being swept in the undertow
Why is it the bigger man who's modest
When I'm tinier than him and hes the meanest
He always finds a way to overpower me
Not matter the amount I'm truly happy
I try and I try
I want this sonofabitch to fry
Hes put me through hell
I want to rip him outta his shell
Too bad I could never see
I'm my own worst fucking enemy
Unknown date J. Trueblood