Im conflicted today, I wanna be a puddle... but I want to make HER a puddle. Its confusing. Im not used to this. I have so many things I want to do to her, but I have so many things I want her to do to me.
I want to feel her force, her bite, her brutality, her love, her warmth, her ferocity.
At the same time... I want to make her mine, my only, my plaything. I want to feel her tremble from a touch, a bite, a session.
Why does she have to be so far away, I swear ive met my match... but so many things have to happen before I can even be in her arms. I crave to hear her voice in my ear, to feel her breath on my skin, her claws in my back, her biting my neck.... there's so many things, I want to grab her by the throat and call her MINE... I want to take her by force, and gently. I dont know what would happen first.