LIFE, LOVE & the PURSUITS of !!!???!!!

They are my new crush my new favs my new loves i got it sooooo bad i want a poster i am spending inordinate amounts of time listening to these 2 men play amazing covers to beautiful soulful drop my panties beg me to bear their children wanna scream and plead to hear more of their tunes music.....

I haven't been this crushed out on anything nothing since I first smoke weed/marijuana/ since I had my first real orgasam---btw thank you very much for that it lead me to wanting many many ok nvm on that topic----.......anyway these guys are great:);):);)!!!

2CELLOS is their name....their group name yup i went so far as to look up who what where and why about them....i got it bad...matter of fact I am listening as I am typing this out to you all....

I am ready for them to come to Red Rocks Ampitheatre....that is the place to see a concert in Colorado....I will know when they are coming cause YES i am a groupie i gave them my gmail....i have sent them a gmail....i sent their coordinator for north american events a gmail....I have hopes high hopes that maybe they will come here right here where I live....

Did i add did i happen to mention that not only do they rock at playing their instruments they are drop dead HOT!!!! OMG LADIES CHECK THEM OUT.....you wanna see some hot passion being poured all over a stage.....watch their live performances them actually live in concert is amazing.....they do covers of anything and everyting....movie tunes.....Nirvana...MJ....Henry Mancini...plus classical music.....with full symphonies...yes i have a full on crush wet panties and all....

Great music someone anyone who does something full on passionately, which you see them do the 2CELLOS guys--Luka Šulić and Stjepan Hauser----are a sight to behold and hear.....not to mention YYUUUUUUMMMMMYYYY

PEACE2U 1cg/1crazygirl/sarah

“I don't trust anyone who doesn't laugh.” ~Maya Angelou~ 

She was one on the ball down to Earth beyond richter scale intelligent said smart right on bottom dollar 2 cents I'd walk a mile to hear her speak words of wisdom wish she had been related to me kinda woman....I wish I had the chance to hear her speak or meet her...she rocks my soul with her words just words they are but the way she puts them together is WOW BANG BOOM ZOWIE BOOM BANG to my brain and soul....

Like why would you even want to spend any amount of time with anyone someone who doesn't laugh or make you laugh??!!!???  It should definitely be up there in the top 5 reasons why you like/love a person....not cause they speak intelligently with or at you...not cause they can organize your life, or you or think they know how to better than you do....but cause they laugh with you....enjoyment and joy are key to a relationship and having fun along the way....

I look back on my relationships and the best ones having fun experinces always involved laughing....my relationships that were not lover/sexual/based with friends, family others of any type, the best memory meaningful moments in time   were with people who I spent time laughing.....I have recollections of being with people ones, who I hold dear, those that I miss or keep contact with is because of having spent time laughing with them.....

Anyone you can be comfy to open up and let loose enough to drop your guards to just deep down belly laugh is special...someone who will make you laugh so hard that tears stream down your face when you are talking hanging out with them one on one or in an intimate group with creates a bond a memory in our minds....it floods us with feelings of pure enjoyment....

Yes I don't trust those who don't laugh or don't seem to want to laugh have some fun at least a few times a day....those that preach about how one is only moving forward and being structured if they are doing this that and the other thing at all times...Judging my cover my life instead of just trying to laugh with me and getting to know me.....laugh live or you won't last:);):);)

PEACE2U 1cg/1crazygirl/sarah

“Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.” ~Maya Angelou~

This quote hit me hard....at a hard time.....it hit me in the head/heart/gut/and anywhere else it could hit me....I thought omg whaaaaaaaaat whaaaaaaaat where when and which way did she gooooo this smart intelligent woman who said this and why aren't I even listening to this???!!!!???

The words are simple common words, easy to understand nothing out of the ordinary.....but you put them all strung together like Dr. Maya Angelou did and WHAM BAM KABOOOOOM???!!!???

I still have times when I struggle fight.....I mean I am a woman and a bbg and I do have a hard time..... with making other people priorities who have made me options....but trust on this I am living and learning it's much easier to make myself a priority with some individuals than to later cry over spilt hurt feelings....specially if it happens to be theirs....lol lol lol I am becoming a tuffer stronger meeeeee even for a woman/bbg/with lg tendencies.....I also love love love this quote by her.....

“Hate, it has caused a lot of problems in the world, but has not solved one yet.”  ~Maya Angelou~

That to me goes along with priorties, if I keep the 2 working for me I keep an inner peace...and an inner peaceful me is a happier healthier meeee.....

PEACE2U/1cg/1crazygirl

Need 

need
nēd/
verb
1.
require (something) because it is essential or very important.

That is the exact definitintion for the word need...I do not want to need or want to be needed....nor do I like needy...YUCK

:(:(!!!

Want 

want
wänt,wônt/
verb
1.
have a desire to possess or do (something); wish for.

That is the definition for the word want that is exactly what I prefer to be someone's want/desire/craving/....a wish is what I prefer to be for someone....or I hope for that special someone...but I know that I am independant enough, my life is mal/well maladjusted enough lol lol lol----cause whose life is every perfect???!!!???---- to be wanting not needing for a special Daddydom to come along....

I believe that until you learn the difference between being needing and wanting the demanding of having someone the only wanting to fill a hole in your life to the feeling of being whole with someone, the desire of wishes fulfilled the craving of peace within oneself but yet sharing yourself with another will one will be able to have an adult 2way relationship.....

PEACE2U  1cg/1crazygirl

That is my sortof kindof logo online.... I made it photoshopped it together to use on stuff I make online like this.....

how and why i came up with my online name or how crazy i am i get asked often....sooo here it is...

1....1=1 of me I am the first born in my family...i am also me the only me so 1 of me...and i found after being online only a short while that there weren't very many women/girls online playing games...soooo "1".

2...crazy=crazy i am to a certain degree in real life i won't explain this further cause i don't know you all that well but needless to say i personally feel that every human walking the face of the Earth is crazy to one degree or another and if they are not willing to claim so or say/admit up to it than that is the really freaky deaky wacked out kind of crazy nut job you need to run not walk away from fast....also i am a natural redhead thus crazy and a woman/girl i call all women girls and all men boys usually i don't mean anything by it so please don't take it personally....anyway crazy cause im a redheaded girl and if you have ever met one you know.....

3...girl=i am a girl/woman 

1crazygirl is meeee 

I am the winner yaaaaaay yaaaaaaay yaaaaaaaaay???!!!??? 

NO NOT of a chicken dinner and no i didnt win because i made the best chicken dinner nor was i dressed like a chicken.....

I won the big CRAZY HAT DAY PRIZE

I participated in a Crazy hat Day and won.....I wore a plain white baseball hat that had the name of a mental health center on it.....i figured that might be a shoe in for the win.... nnnnnooooo that didn't even put me in the running....

What got me in the running for top crazy was the decorations all over the chapeau...i think i managed to link a photo if you 

hit that link i think so...... 

then you will see why i won....they say it was the eyes on top that did it the crazy some said cute i dunno....

PEACE2U/1cg/1crazygirl

Men are fun....funny at times oooohhhh so funny but yes lots and lots of fun:);):);) They come in lots of different sizes, shapes, and even colors....they have such great smells---well sometimes....not so sure about when they wanna wear all that funny stuff that comes in pretty colored bottles and has high prices....give me a good old fashioned man that wears a good clean scent like soap and deordant he maybe has flung on a tad, a tad get you not dunked himself in it or covered his entire body in it but a tad splash of the good ol stuff like Dad wears....

Love how men specially good great DomMen they are usually gentlemen-----have nice decent quiet calming charm to them....

Love how DomMen good ones or great ones are caring ask, "How are you doing?" and mean it and listen to the answer....respond to the answer may even help with the answer:);):);)....

Men are fun cause they are different I have learned that they just are thank goodness...they like different things some of them...they think differently in a given situation...react differently...I don't mean just DomMen all men....

Example---- what is with the naming of the manhood???!!!??? I have nothing against it...I am neither for or against it I just don't understand it...My girlie/woman head goes huh huh whaaaaaaaat??!!?? whenever I am exposed(lol lol lol did you catch that LOL LOL) to that phenonemon of the male----THE NAME of MY ----it's always said just like that too----THE NAME of MY COCK/DICK/UNIT/PENIS/WHATEVER THE MAN REFERS TO IT WHEN THE NAME is not being used ISSSSSSSS.....at this point in my mind I hear drum rolls of course cause I know he is.....taaaaaaadaaaaaaaaa.....I am supposed to be on the edge of the world holding my breath waiting for the big birthing moment of the MAN GIVEN NAME......which then they tell me and I promptly ask how did you come up with such a great terrific name???!!!???

I love men they are sooooo fun....wonder if they have names they name our tits secretly???!!!???

BTW  I also love Dombutchwomen.....

I have done both....traveled in both circles...been there done that but no one has given me any dang cutsie T-SHIRT!!!!:);):);0!!!

Have to admit there is a biiiiig diff and not much diff between the 2 sometimes and in someways....boils down to humans are humans....

Anyone else hearing that tune???!!!???

" People are people so why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully"~ Depeche Mode

Don't get me wrong have had some extremely pleasing experiences in both worlds, online and real world....I just don't think you can compare the 2 it's like comparing apples and oranges...specially for BDSM and sex....I mean really one you are having sex with yourself basically with the help of another stimulating you by images/words/and maybe if lucky views....the other is a contact experience, hopefully....gigggle giggggle giggggle....

I started my BDSM learning/journey/discovery process lonnnnnng long ago before I knew about the letters and that there was such a thing by playing many different types of naughty kinky fun sex types with partners in the real world....I don't think I need to go into detail...or I just won't go into detail...many of us have started this way...playing sexually not knowing there was a name for how we enjoyed to play....then I started reading and learning and well my life became such that I went to online play....

I learned what I was in the BDSM world while I was playing online and at the same time learned about the reality of how others behave positively and negatively who sit behind anonymous screen....

I personally can't say which world is easier or harder to navigate in...which is more fun i think is the real world...it's harder though to find a partner...thus that is why we are here...we are here all hoping that this online meet & greet or at least some of us will evolve into more....

1crazygirl/1cg/sarah

Crazy is being told when you are over a certain age that you are too old to be a babygirl by anyone....

I personally don't care how old or young a Dom is, it's not typically one of the first questions out of my mouth or usually in my case by fingers.....I do care about many things in a Dom, as a matter of fact in any person I have any kind of contact with....

1...please be respectful of me and others around me....online/in person etiquitte is basically, should basically be the same...

2...decency/politeness...it's not hard to be polite and decent to people no matter who or what they are in the spectrum...any title I am going to give or respect I am going to give has to be earned and that will be earned by decent, respectful, polite behavior...

3...I would not like to be sent any nakie photos of anyone I can see nakie all over the net....i have seen nakie...i been nakie...i like to be nakie...being sent nakie photos doesn't impress me nor most women untill we ask for them...doesn't mean we are prude...means we have respect for ourselves....

4...I am more than a size...when asked for sizes after only knowing me less than 2emails or chats my repsect is gone with the wind and i now feel like a piece of meat....I AM A PERSON/WOMAN first and foremost than comes being all other things....

5...I will stop cause I am rambling and ranting....it's part of my craziness and clutter in my mind...giggle giggle gigggle 

PEACE2U 1crazygirl/1cg/sarah

Hhhiii I am new to this blogging thing...not new to BDSM...not new myself...nor am I just new to sometimes being confused about my clutter and craziness.... 

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