I got her worked up while we were on the phone. One thing led to another and.. date night came early.
My Kitten is very new any time of long distance, any type of dirty talk. So much fun to take those first times from anyone. Talking her to Orgasm was the icing to a wonderful night.
She'd riled me up a little earlier in the day, she crossed a boundary she didn't know I had with some of her playing. I didn't get angry, but I was wounded. I let her know how difficult it was to be have zero situational control over whatever 'we' are. That the only part of her I could lay claim was her slut-side, not because I don't want more. Just because at this time it's what she has to offer me.
I certainly love her more, she'll admit that.
After she calmed down from our romp, she asked me 'Daddy are you still upset'. And I just melted. I told her it's not transactional, that I had already recognized my own shortlived jealousy and insecurities and how she helped me through them that day. And I asked if that was the only reason why she fucked me. She laughed and said no, it had nothing to do with it. I just turned her on.
She just wondered if the gift of her body was enough to quiet those insecurities.
And yeah, after tonight. I'm not real worried she's going anywhere. I'm not worried I'm getting played. I'm not worried she's using me as others have before.
I'm a lucky man.