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Where I Was, Where I Am, and Where I Am Going. And on a not so serious note, random things I just wish to share. Many times there will be no edits, so be prepared for grammar mistakes.
6 months ago. Friday, January 16, 2026 at 9:23 AM

good morning my friends and more.  Sipping and relaxing after a long night of fires and high winds. Relax and head off to bed.   Have a day that makes you happy, fuck the rest . 

6 months ago. Thursday, January 15, 2026 at 7:58 AM

Well my day is ending and I will be met with high wind warning of up to 70mph winds!  I wonder how much patio furniture I will lose? Good times 

 

 

 

 

6 months ago. Wednesday, January 14, 2026 at 7:15 AM

just a little calm before day starts.  My area is in a high fire warning from now to Friday. So it’s gonna be windy and dry and there is always one idiot who thinks they. An burn something. 

have a day y’all 

6 months ago. Tuesday, January 13, 2026 at 5:38 AM

good morning to you my friends. I have a cup to share with you.  What does you day have in store?  Mine will consist of coffee- copious amounts. Domestic duties of the household and writing- working on a book , and my profile here, which needed a major clean up.  

6 months ago. Monday, January 12, 2026 at 5:07 AM

A Little Bird…

Held gently in a pair of hands, with a fluttering heart. 

Kept safe and warm

Given new  life

Taught not to fear

Healed and cared for

To feel cherished

So able to take flight, truly for the first time to fly freely

But to return to the hands that gives so much care

 

 

 

 

 

6 months ago. Sunday, January 11, 2026 at 5:45 AM

 

good morning all my favorite kinky peeps! I’m still at work, sipping on coffee, watching the clock, looking over some new books to read, finishing up clerical duties of this career. 

 

 

6 months ago. Wednesday, January 7, 2026 at 4:51 AM

crash into me, wrap yourself around me. Pull me into your arms. Show me the fire of the way we can be.  Let me show you my lil side, my playfulness, my laughter, my strength and my love.  

hold my hand , kiss my lips, bite my neck and claim me. Own me. Watch me across the room., see the look in my eyes. The look of desire and passion to serve you.  To be…

6 months ago. Tuesday, January 6, 2026 at 9:40 AM

needs to speed it up.   First pic May 16, 2025 may birthday   Second pic yesterday.  About 8months.  Here is the kicker  I weigh the exact same weight in each picture!!!   Yet I have gone down at least one full size if not 2.  Clothes as becoming lose  and my ass is rounding out perky and firm   

I should be so happy. But the damned scale haunts me  the numbers barely change, as in 2-5 pounds each way  

I ride 10min a day and get almost 4 miles in,  then I hop over to weight training and finish out with Pilates  

don’t get me wrong  I love the way I am looking and my legs are my glory and will kill a watermelon in August  

 

 

6 months ago. Tuesday, January 6, 2026 at 5:44 AM

Good morning, my day is about over and I will be off to bed.  But as I wait, I’ll sit here sipping my coffee, and think of what the future holds. 

6 months ago. Sunday, January 4, 2026 at 5:02 AM

 

 I am so afraid of Death, but not of my own passing, I do not fear that. I fear the death of those close to me, being ripped away from me. To never see their face or hear their voices again.  


I think to myself. Don’t get close to anyone because they can be ripped away from me. Then I tell myself, DO get close, love them. Cherish them. Be a moment in their lives, make the memories share stories. Be their final Muse. 


 Oh my fucking heart loves so deeply and clings so strongly. I feel so much for the ones I love. 

I want to be greedy and hold on so fucking tight.

I would fuck the Grim Reaper daily to keep him from your door. 

I would offer some of my years to keep you longer. 


To be covetous and have more time. More time for stories, laughter and smiles.  More time to just be there with each other.  I want to be so fucking selfish,  Don’t take them yet! Please not yet.

 

Why can’t we live to be 100 in excellent health with just minor symptoms of an aging body? Then when the time does come, it’s purely peaceful and one simply drifts to sleep. For me when you expire, you are no more. You simply just stop being.  The being you are is gone and your flesh to go back to earth.