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Understanding me.

I am me, I am growing, I am learning. I love and I hold close. I have opened myself and let the blood pool on the floor, I have let myself know who I am. I am a servant/slave. I am not powerless I am priceless.
3 years ago. October 19, 2020 at 2:06 AM

 

i love British movies. 

3 years ago. October 16, 2020 at 9:19 PM

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3 years ago. October 12, 2020 at 1:10 AM

 

i have been a fan for a very long time. Colm Wilkinson has a voice of depth. Then Alfie is a powerhouse, Phillip Quast and John Owen-Jones are also very amazing in that part of Jean. But Colm owns it. 

3 years ago. October 9, 2020 at 5:01 AM

3 years ago. October 7, 2020 at 1:33 PM

I got my decorations up, have some new candles from Bath and a body Works  mahogany and Teakwood, and one that smells warm and comforting. I love candles especially the warm earthy scents, and fresh ones. Not a fan of overly perfumed ones   Crisp apple is another favorite   I get excited when I find one without cinnamon since that triggers a migraine.   

so I have my decorations up and will light a candle soon and clean house. Then spend some “me” time   Writing and self work, along with full body stretches   My hip had scar tissue which causes issues and pain   

today and tomorrow are my days off from the outside world.  

 

 

3 years ago. October 3, 2020 at 11:13 PM

 

I love Pinterest,  I go there for fantasy art work, when I do my writings.  These are just so cute.  

3 years ago. October 1, 2020 at 9:39 PM

My feelings been all over the place lately, going through the stages. I know it's for the best, for both of us. But it hurts at times. I know I'll make it on my own.  I'm glad we didn't part due to hate, or anger. Did we fail?  I don't think so.  He's still my friend.  


So today was a Meat Loaf day and baking cinnamon rolls for the local cafe.  


 


So much power and emotion in his music. 



There is just something in the way Meat can be a character of that song 



I'm Alive. 

 

 

3 years ago. October 1, 2020 at 9:23 PM

 

 

3 years ago. October 1, 2020 at 3:55 AM

31 days of Halloween, dragging that boxes in setting up all my beautiful decor, basking in the glow of flickering candlelight. I might even get grim reaper set-up this year.  

I love Halloween, it's so beautiful, the colors the decor. It's so peaceful and calm to me.