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20 hours ago. March 28, 2024 at 5:18 PM

To be a distiguishable whistle in the audience of a live concert recorded album 

I could say "right there! That was me! 😁

 

Tell us something you always wished to do.

 

 

 

Sex

1 day ago. March 27, 2024 at 4:18 PM

Its not just the nectar I need, its the heat, the meat, the take!

The soft . . . oh god the soft!

The trial, denial, the taste of chase won

The scent, mind bent, its the feed, the greed,

Thighs that just . . . I must! I must!

The curves that round and hound like a heated playground.

So much built, Id bury to hilt, cast aside the guilt!

Id take for heavens sake, no longer holding back the flood gate!

Heaved breasts and clawed caress, Id force my seed, deep . . . 

Deep . . . 

 

All that glitters . . .

 

 

Im going mad

 

 

 

3 days ago. March 26, 2024 at 1:18 PM

This blog idea was sorta Jacked from a youtube creator, or at least in part. (Aperture)

 

"Ikigai"

Ikigai is a Japanese term that blends two words: “iki” meaning “to live,” and “gai” meaning “reason,” which translates to “a reason to live.” It's a concept that encourages people to discover what truly matters to them and to live a life filled with purpose and joy.Dec 7, 2023

https://www.calm.com › blog › ikigai

 

This is Marc Winns 2014 diagram of his interpretation 

 

This is mine, around 1995 (?)

I know this concept is certainly nothing new, but I came up with this "rope" theory for my book entirely on my own without any knowledge of existing similarities.

 

If you imagine a rope - A center cord with strands wrapped around it. At birth this is how we are but all the strands are "blank". 

We are often sent out into the world with strands that have been colored "wrongly" by others. Programs etched into our subconscious way of being and seeing. Often effectively losing sight of the core. Who we truly are. Sometimes the strands are even completely broken.

 

I had the idea, the two diagrams should/would go hand in hand. It makes sense to me, one would feed or corrupt the other.

 

*Im not a therapist, nor have I ever claimed to be. I just have a vast library of what doesnt work. And as ive stated here and there, a vast collection of "been there" experience. Also, many have told me I have helped them 🙏

This subject is waaaaay too big for a simple blog post, but im doing the best I can to explain the concept because one of my girls asked me to "show her" what I was talking about.

 

(I hope this helps sweatheart 😘)

 

*edit - it was 1990 when I made that diagram, the same year the movie with my book title came out - thus the book never got written. 

3 days ago. March 26, 2024 at 6:45 AM

Presented by the lovely, and endearing Ms Cam

https://thecage.co/blog/userblog.php?blog_id=162221&postid=91688

 

What am I grateful for? Oh dear, where do I begin.

I am grateful for my abusive childhood.

I am grateful for my substance addictions.

I am grateful for all the death ive seen, lost loved ones.

I am grateful for all the possessions ive lost due to theft.

I am grateful for all the times my heart was broken.

I am grateful for the storms.

I am grateful for all the times I was dragged through the mud.

I am grateful for all the times I was betrayed.

I am grateful for the darkness.

I am grateful for my periods of near starvation.

I am grateful for all the times I was abandoned.

I am grateful for all my lonely times.

I am grateful for my pain.

 

Gratitude truly changed, and probably even saved my life. So yeah, thank you 🙏

3 days ago. March 25, 2024 at 4:54 PM

I had a "vision" of what I want to make for you.

A necklace, a dagger with wings wrapping around from back to front, and entwined - as if the wings themselves were holding the dagger.

Dont read into what isnt there, only what is.

Dont second guess that little voice, thats intuition.

It will guide you on the right path, even long after I am gone

🙏🌹

 

4 days ago. March 25, 2024 at 7:25 AM

 

Wikipedia

https://en.m.wikipedia.org › wiki

Holi

Holi (Hindi pronunciation: ['hoːli:]) is a popular and significant Hindu festival celebrated as the Festival of Colours, Love, and Spring.

 

4 days ago. March 24, 2024 at 4:29 PM

"You dont have to love her ya know"

"I must! You dont understand!"

 

"You cant fix everyone fool!"

"You dont know that! Shut up!"

 

"Its not your resposibility to take on this heavy burden"

"I can handle it, im fine!"

 

"Are you crying?"

"Im fine, leave me alone!"

 

"What have you done? Look at yourself!"

"I dont . . . I can . . . Im . . . "

 

. . . . 

 

5 days ago. March 23, 2024 at 6:55 PM

Presented by the lovely Ms MKK

https://thecage.co/blog/userblog.php?blog_id=178540&postid=91603

 

This is one of my favorite selfies. I cant say the shirt itself makes me feel any certain way - never liked shirts to begin with

Butt ☝️

Im not one to shy away from challenges 😏

(photo is also in my profile)

 

 

6 days ago. March 23, 2024 at 6:18 AM

Woke with wood 😁

I do get horny sometimes but it comes in spurts.

 

What 🤨

 

Theres something in the air of late, yes?

I feel these ebbs and flo's of energy, I believe I always have - just never knew what it was. A happy wave will sweep through, then the tide goes back out again. One thing ive been noticing is the cycles are getting quicker, shorter. Or perhaps my perception of time has changed, I dont know.

 

The stoic lives in the center - (most of the time)

 

Can you pass the sugar? Thank you . . . 

 

 

Happy freeking Saturday peeps!  👋🙂 ☕

 

6 days ago. March 22, 2024 at 5:38 PM

Sunrise marks the day

The covenant was betrayed.

Stay slayer stay,

For now your bed has been made.

I wish for you only hallowed halls,

Nary a mind for the blood stained walls.

Silver pittance surely must be due,

For the precious life you once knew.

I do not envy the price youve paid,

Or the shallows of your deserv'ed grave.