Name' sake

12:45

Ive been trying to work on my communication skills lately.

If you have a problem with that,  go fu . . . 

Oh, right. . . . 

I analyze everything - im not exactly sure why . . .  ill give it some thought and let you know . . . 

I am a Cancer star sign.

Life experiences,  etc.

All of these effect how I communicate. 

I was having a conversation recently with a dear friend. They gave me an example - 

If they were to ask a certain loved one "what time is it?"  The response would be a break down of how a watch works.

In my reiteration /acknowledgment of understanding this, I gave my own example of what "I" do ~

Someone asks me for a dollar, I will say "sure, here . . . maybe 2?  . . No here, take 5 . . . "

The person is asking for a dollar.

The way my brain and emotions work, I want to fulfil their request to the best of my ability. 

But . . . The person asked for a dollar.

(Poor example because, well . . . .money - but you get my point)

Its easy to see where the best of intentions could lead to a frustrated break down.

Disclaimer - 

I am no expert - just my experience and what I have learned - because learning is important . . .and many books can be found at the library . . . libraries are great buildings - the 1st one was constructed in the 7th century in . . . 

Oh, right . . . 

I have said "we are what comes out of our mouths." (Or fingers in this case - our words)

The picture we paint to the outside world of who we are.  ("Actions" . .. I know, I know. . . . .shut u. . . . . . . oh, right. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I kinda like talking inside parentheses.  . . Its like side words . . . I can say anything I want in here.    . . .ha ha hahaha . . . Yes! That dress DOES makes you look fat! . . . . Ok ok . . . Here it comes . . Sshhh 👉. . . . . . . . . . . . .)

I remember when I was young seeing sign language for the 1st time. It was like living art.

When someone is speaking to us, we tend to be half listening, and half formulating a response. The result can often turn into a battle of feelings.

It seems to be . . . . 

Listen -

acknowledge -

reiterate what they said - 

confirm, "yes, that is what im saying, thank you"   - 

ok, your turn . . . 

I also believe it is vitally important to understand the person themselves - ie, the source. For example,  as stated above - I am a cancer/male/INFJ, etc.  I will "naturally " express myself a certain way.

Also, where this conversation /emotion is coming from - hurt, envy, anger, worry, etc.

Good communication takes a conscience effort.

Just my um . . . . Ya know . . . Thoughts for . . . .. ah . . . . What!?  Dont judge me! 

"Honey . . . .you have a nail in your forehead"

Who's horny?  

🖑

Fuck!

The term "butt plug"  has never set right with me. 

Its a great toy/tool - But in my opinion,  needs a new name. 

Gotta start somewhere . . . 

I vote. "Trainer"

Flowers do not talk to each other. 

(A bouquet is gross)

Water does not like being boiled.

(No one knows exactly what water is)

A dog can track a scent from miles away.

The light we gaze upon in the night sky happened 8 minutes in the past.

The sun does not "rise", we fall into it.

(The earth is flat - final answer Bob)

Diamonds are not rare.

The fastest recorded humming bird wing speed is 80 beats per second - the Amethyst wood-star. 

("Im gonna go all hummingbird on that ass!)

Human orgasm . . . . Nuff said

(In males there is a point of inevitability,  the orgasm will happen - in females there is no such point. ( paraphrased from "Europes journal of psychology ")

What happens when we die?

Monarchs are the only known butterfly to migrate like birds do. Flying as far as 3000 miles.

Love

. . . . . . 

Daddy?

"Yeah Brian, Thurdays fine . . ."

Daddy?  

"Hold on Baby . .."

"I ordered that last week for gods sake! . . . "

"Hello? . . . Oh hey Buddy, how you doin? Whats up? . . . "

Daddy?

"Sshh hold on sweetheart"

"Yes Bonnie I know, tell mom ill be there . .."

"No, I cant . . . Im meeting up with Brian  . . "

Daddy?

"Yes! Thats game mother fuckers!  Woohoo!"

"Hey man, come on in . . . Beers in the fridge"

daddy?

"You bet! I'll be there . . . Yep, you too . .   "

Baby?

Baby?

. . . .

. . . . 

Baby?

. . . . . 

Confess!

And I will wash away your need ~

In blood.

Awaken the desperate 

Demons,

If you must 

Trust . . . ~ Me ~

Dripping,

seething,

searing hot.

White hot clot

Confess! Damn you!

Slut!

Take it!

You asked for this, remember? 

Scorned lover!

Bitch!

Pull back the curtain, 

Lets stitch.

Does it really matter 

Who the pusher is?

Give me . . .

your veins!

Offer a feast

To kill the beast.

The carcass carries

A hidden kiss,

One that

Kills . . . .

Confess . . . 

I walked a crooked mile

Leaning on my crooked stick

I forced a crooked smile

And thought about my crooked dick.

We're only here for awhile, 

Kinda makes ya sick 

Lovers come and go,

Habits you couldnt kick. 

Rain makes mud,

But sun dries the slick,

Time ticks away

And gives us . . . 

oooh squirrel . . ..