Name' sake

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# 1 - I had a 4some on my 50th birthday ? 

 All others, refer to number 1 

I wrapped my arms around a chance to dance, 

In the unforseen. 

Now I've gone and broken a sacred token,

And I feel the unclean.

Kings crown down, I hate the sound,

Of the jester poking at me.

Circumstance requires recompense, 

For what I failed to be.

The tourniquet turned a bit, 

And I seem to be losing my pulse.

Truth or dare turned a dead blank stare,

When "I swear" became false.

The B roll becomes the show

I didn't know

I would fall so far

Inadvertently 

Leaves blow

swept into the ashes

Of a play once casted

Upon the shores

Of uncertainty.

Bees killing butterflies 

In the muddy ruts

Of dare to tries

And the lights shine bright

On predictability 

The jagged edge

And those little pills

Help the welt

The dealt

Of couldn't be

How do you call your safety word when you're gagged??

My glasses

help me see

Passes and asses

And rose colored gases.

"Set um up keep!

I'll have another!

My mother didn't love me

Or whatever the hell's the matter"

I think I've stumbled

Maybe even fallen

Seams I've dreamed 

Of the road not callin

"Don't get me wrong, 

I'm not too strong 

To show I know

where I dont belong"

Peter piper picked a . . . .

Peck? ?

☝️

"Make that a double if you wouldn't mind"

*just freestyle poetry kids, nothing more

Yep, just turned 49 ?‍?

I had an amazing birthday with a dear friend 

(Thank you ???)

* photo courtesy of Elusive Vixen 

The mountain course

Can't stave the mounting force

Of passionate disbelief 

I needed to want

And begged to be free

. . . . 

You'll love it when you love me

"Assault" when you dont

The black bird and crow

Are one and the same

Baked in creation

And harbinge disdain 

Trying to catch my breath 

Gives me an erection

Doesn't seem to matter 

What direction 

Run along now,  Ms Moon

No more time to play

Great white is coming 

To force the day

I had events in these feelings

Where once it once mattered 

But those nights are gone

The contusion shattered 

I feel you wind

I'm ready

Bring about fair trades 

For those unsteady 

It was an intrusive raid

Don't you remember?

I didn't heed your calling 

My blunder that December 

I feel a sense of nonsense 

In this land of illusion 

It all brings about 

A lack of conclusion 

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